HE LIVES IN ME.......

Chapter 12

OMG! He means the world to me,,, and we kept staring at each other.. will he ever say something...
So Noor, can i have your phone number...
Sure, he handed over his phone to me,
I typed the number almost, 6times because my attention was not there so i was confused.
Is like you don't like my presence, you know only khalil right?

What do i tell him?I want him more than ever,,, and i think i need to do something before i wake up from this dream,,,

No, not at all, i am very ok....
Khalil came in, i know he came in only when he clears his throat,,,,,,,

Jaanan he was very close to me,before i realized he came back few minutes ago...
I rolled my eyes,,
Are you sure you are comfortable?
Yes, sure i nodded,,,
So you are going back tomorrow?
If only i heard him,,, he repeated the question almost 3 times

Oh, yes Yaya khalil, we actually, amm umm
God! Y are you stammering JANAAAN?
I don't know, i gestured my eyes at Ahmad,
I think my cousin will have to leave before you can be normal,,,

No, no, no, i am fine, believe me.
Ok, so you are leaving tomorrow, yes i said sadly,,,
Do you want to stay? I heard the voice i have been yearning to hear,,,

Yes, but unfortunately we have to go back,thou my sister wanted staying till monday, but she changed her mind this afternoon,,,,

You can stay if you want to just a day won't add anything! Besides you are not schooling, so...
I smiled at him,,,,
I just love looking at him, i feel at ease...

Ok i think i am the villain here, should i excuse you guys?
Sorry yaya khalil,
JANAAAN, My sister i missed your smiling face,,
Can i talk to you for a minute,khalil?
Sure excuse us Jaanan,
They went into another door that i supposed is a room,

Ya Allah, i raised my hand, Thank you for uniting me with My love, even if he is not in love with me, atleast i feel at ease, i can still perceive his scent,,, it was then that i realised i've hurt my hand, Yaa Allah it hurts...

Ameen called again, i picked the call,,,
Yes,Ameen,no i am not in town,, please stop calling me in the night,,, how's your wife? Good
Just in time, they came in,,, my eyes moved to Ahmad, he was looking at me too,
Khalil, was hiding his laughter, i don't know y he kept giggling....

I sneak a glance at Ahmad not knowing he was also looking at me,, we both smiled at each other...

I don't know, its past 9 and i don't wanna go, but i have to,,, come on Jaanan behave like a woman...
Well, Yaya khalil i think i should take my leave, besides you need some rest,

I was thinking of saying hi to our sister,and explaining how you hurt your hand....
Sure, yaya khalil lets go, i pouted....

We were walking down the corridor to the elevator,,,
Ahmad was looking at me from the rear view mirror in the elevator,
I wanted sneaking a glance at him and i was caught off guard,,, we both smiled at each other,,,,
Khalil, was noticing our movements.....we get to the room,,
And i used the card to open the door, i asked them to give me a minute.

Jaanaaan, did you give him a chance?she exclaimed
Give me a break,guess what, his friend Ahmad sadauki is with him, they want to say hi,,
Don't tell me,you left them outside,,, Ya Allah,, go and invite them in... You are so mean....
She got up and put on her abaya..

Sorry i kept you waiting, please come on in...
Khalil,  with a wide grin on his face,,, led them in...
They exchanged pleasantries, i offered them drinks, and my phone rings its Mum,,,,

I went into the room and left them, we talked for a moment, as she asked about her kids....
I was done and came back to the living room, it seems they get along really well with Yaya khairat,,,