HE LIVES IN ME.......

Chapter 14

I called khalil again, he answered this time,,,
Sorry my dear, i have been busy
So busy to forget your sister?
I can never forget you, anyway after magrib i will be coming to see you we have something important to discuss,,,

OMG!they all want to discuss something important what can it be?I ratiocinate
Yaa khalil we can discuss it now, what is that?please tell me,,, please
Jaanan, are you in love?
What?Yes, answer  me

My heart was beating fast i almost choked with the coke i was sipping,
Yaa khalil, i am not in love and yes i think we can only discuss this when we meet,
Ok, dear,

But Yaya khalil, please don't send dinner, and yes are you coming alone?
Ohh is that what bothers you,Are you missing him already..

Yaya khalil please,,, Don't cry janaan
Hhhehehe yaya khalil lets be serious,
I will call you back.....
And he swiftly dropped the call,

Am i doing something that makes him think i love Ahmad,, no i don't know,i think i should stop talking to him about Ahmad... Yes... I am confused....
Just a bit, i thought crossly, am i doing the right thing, no i can't love anyone ever again, after the heart break, the marriage that never worked noo, i can't,,

But yes Jaanan you love Ahmad, it never ceased to amaze me, how with just one little glance,just one eye contact and i am falling deeply in love with Ahmad,my heart is hooked ,God please i am confused....

Jaanan are you alright?well i don't think so, with your friends around you i am sure you don't want to go back to sokoto right, jaanan you know Ahmad is impossibly handsome, impossibly rich, and generally  kind and caring

Yes, he is i said touching my phone,i will miss them thou,,, but you know what sister? I vow to give up men and throw myself into my career a successful young entrepreneur, i don't want heartbreaks...

Khalil and Ahmad will never break your heart either of them, thou i can see you love Ahmad immensely...
I am your sister jaanan you can't hide this from me...

Well, you are right, i love him, but i am just a friend to him,and i don't know just shake it off...
Jaanan what if he loves you in return, then i am his, but i can't marry him, i don't want to get married again and be heartbroken,,, i am afraid,,,,
I know but give it a try...

Well, this is just our illusions let's wait and see what will happen,

After magrib, i freshened up,we were enjoying a movie from my laptop, and there was a knock on the door,,,,, i think they are here,,, let me get my veil from the room,,

Ok i will get the door, she gestured.....
They were exchanging pleasantries when i came in,,,
I am sure he saw the disappointment in my eyes, i looked behind but he was all alone,,
Welcome yaya khalil,,

Thanks janaan, are you looking for something,
Yes my phone i said abruptly...
He smiled,, Khalil, i will be in the room, when you are done,,
Ok, yaya khairat...he smiled

Jaanan please sit down...
Ok, i sat down,
Are you having mood swings?
Noo, just exhausted...
Ohh! You need some rest then,,,
I smiled,

Y did you refused dinner,, can't  you see yaya khalil i am adding weight, and i love my skinny body...
Hahhaa you are impossible, anyway, y did you said to fall in love you'd rather fall in chocolate, y whats wrong with love?
I had a terrible experience, it was so terrible that i hate remembering it,

Well, to cut it short, i was married for 3years, i have a 2and half year old daughter,,, so you see i have my reasons..
What? I don't believe it, you are looking so young and you are telling me you have a daughter,,
Sure, wait, i showed the screen to him, she is my daughter....
Oh my God! She is so cute and adorable,,,
Whats her name?