Love Never Dies [Book 1]

Chapter 114:Complicated Love

GOOD MORNING🌄

P.s fastforward na ulit tayo

~after 1 week~

Again,kalma lang😂

Jayda's Pov
Its sunday and nandito kami ni mom sa magiging venue ng debut ko.Kasama ko si mom na ngayon ay busy sa pakikipag usap dun sa organizer,si jeremy naman ay lumabas lang sandali para bumili ng pagkain at si lala naman ay nandito sa tabi ko.

"sis okay ka lang?"tanong ni lala
"u-uhm yeah,im okay"sagot ko at pilit na ngumiti

Well im not really okay, isa lang naman kasi yung wish ko sa birthday ko eh at yun ay ang maging maayos ang lahat and that includes my friends.Hindi niyo lang alam but this past few days may mga pagbabago,si seth at blythe minsan hindi na nag iimikan at nagpapansinan,si ac and ken as always palaging puro away and its not good,si chin at kyle naman napapadalas na din ang misunderstandings na minsan dumidiretso na sa away.Okay naman sila, maayos sila and sa nakikita ko sila padin naman pero ewan ko ba,feeling ko talaga daming nagbago sa kanila.Its just my only wish for my birthday pero parang hindi pa ata matutupad...sana naman yung isang wish ko ay matupad,kahit yun na lang kahit alam kong malabong mangyari...sana sa birthday ko walang mangyaring gulo at MAGULONG USAPAN
(p.s. just wanna congrats jayda for a new single,stream M.U., hahaha naisingit ko pa nga)

"i know you so tell me what's the problem"sambit niya

This girl knows me too well,para ko na talaga siyang kapatid

"there's something bothering me kasi eh"sagot ko
"whats bothering you? kinakabahan ka ba sa sportsfest that will happen next week?"tanong niya
"nope its not that"sagot ko

Yes,next week na ang sportsfest and monday na bukas,we have only 4 days to prepare... but why does it feel that i dont want tomorrow to come,para kasing may mangyayaring iba eh...well i dont know,nararamdaman ko lang
(sorry...in advance)

"then what's bothering you?"she asked again
"tell me whats bothering you"biglang sulpot ni jeremy at naupo sa tabi ko
"k-kanina ka pa diyan?"tanong ko but he look at lala
"lala can you give us a moment,we just need to talk about something"sambit niya kay lala
"s-sure,sorry for bothering you guys,okay i'll leave"sagot ni lala na nakayuko bago lumayo sakin

Sakin naman binaling ni jeremy ang tingin niya na kinangiti ko na lang...everytime he smiles at me i still cant feel something romantic,his smiles doesnt give me guts but when it comes to darren,its way more different,just by darren's presence,i already feel my heart pumping so fast...

"so tell me what's bothering you"sambit niya
"i-its nothing"pagpapalusot ko
"you still cant feel anything romantic towards me no"sambit niya na kinailing ko
"n-no its not that,please dont misunderstood it"paglilinaw ko
"haha just kidding...but please tell me what's bothering you,i have the right to know because im your boyfriend so please tell me"pagpupumulit niya na kinabuntong hininga ko na lang
"its about them"sagot ko
"them? sa dami ng tao dito sa mundo sa tingin mo malalaman ko kung sino yung tinutukoy mo? hahaha just kidding"pagbibiro niya na kinatawa ko
"you know what,parang bumalik na yung dating jeremy na kilala ko,yung palangiti,palabiro at masayahin"nakangiting sambit ko
"iba kasi talaga pag inspired ka"natatawang sambit niya
"maybe not now but im starting to love you genuinely"sambit ko at ngumiti lang siya

By his attitude,i can love him and i will not stop myself if ever i felt something towards him...but still cant deny that there is something stopping me from loving him and i dont know what is it

"ano nga pala yung pinag uusapan natin kanina?"taning niya
"you asked me if something's bothering me"sagot ko
"oh yeah right,you could at least tell me so i can help you"sambit niya
"tungkol kasi to sa mga kaibigan ko...dami kasing nagbago sa kanila and sobrang napapansin ko yun,walang araw na walang nagaganap na away at sagutan,im just worried for them na baka sa kakaaway nila mapunta sila sa point kung saan masasaktan sila lahat"i worriedly said
"pansin ko din,napapadalas nga lq...nung una im not bothered about it but as days passed by,napapansin kong palala nang palala and hindi na normal sa isang relasyon ang puro away,they are your friends and a friends of mine in some way so im worried also"sagot niya na kinabuntong hininga ko
"two weeks na lang bago ang birthday ko and i just wish na sana okay sila kasi gusto kong kumpleto at maayos silang aatend sa birthday ko,yung walang galit at away na namamagitan sa kanila"sambit ko na pinipilit wag malungkot at naramdaman ko naman ang paghagod niya sa likod ko
"hays,napakacomplicated talaga ng love"pabirong sambit niya
"true"tipid na sagot ko
"dont worry,it'll be okay at kung may mangyari man,just trust them because you know how much they love each other,mag away man sila o maghiwalay but at the end, they cant afford to lose each other...just trust me,merong masisira pero mabubuo ulit and we are trying our best to fix things and tutulong ako hanggang sa kaya ko so kalma ka lang,dont worry too much because everything will be fine,trust me"pagcomfort niya at ngumiti naman ako
(may masisira pero mabubuo ulit...totally agree❤)