And then he called me love (Minsung)

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I can't deal with that
He keeps calling me love
10:00pm

But that's really sweet
10:05pm

Sweet?!!
It drives me fucking crazy
10:06pm

I think you are in love Ji
10:07pm

But what even is love?
How do I know what love feels like?
Noeone ever told me
10:08pm

I think you are just scared to love someone again
10:09pm

You think?
I don't even know if I was in love
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0:10pm

You clearly were
If you wouldn't have loved him, he couldn't have used you like that
10:11pm

I don't want to think about him
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0:12pm

How can I be sure that I am not falling in love with an asshole again?
10:13pm

As I told you Ji Minho is not an asshole
10:14pm

You said the same about him
10:15pm

I did I know but when you think of Minho how do you feel?
10:16pm

I feel like warmth?
10:16pm

Why the question mark?
10:17pm

Because what if I just imagine my feelings?
10:18pm

You are not
10:18

The only good advice I can give you is that you have to let it come to you
Wait a little and everything will work itself out
10:19pm

Will it?
10:20pm

Yes Ji it will
Don't think about it so much
10:21pm

I will try
10:23pm

But Jeongin!
He invited me to visit the cat cafe he is working at again
10:24pm

Go there spend some time with him
10:25pm

But there will be other people and I hate people what if they look at me because I look weird or something
10:26pm

You are working at a bookstore are there never people
10:27pm

There are people but it's different
I always pretend to arrange books and i'm hardly alone in the shop so there's always someone at the checkout and if anyone has any questions they usually go to the checkout
10:28pm

I'm surprised you haven't been fired yet
10:30pm

Shut up🙄
10:31pm

I like the bookstore it's comfortable
My favorite things without many people and nice colleagues even tho I don't talk to them much
10:32pm