And then he called me love (Minsung)

twenty-six

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I don't know why I agreed to go on a date with Minho
05:07pm

Because you like him🤷🏻‍♂️
05:12pm

I do
But I am so nervous
05:13pm

I can't do this! I will probably behave like an idiot and then he never talks to me again
05:14pm

Don't worry Ji
You two will have a great time
Hyunjin agrees with me
05:15pm

Hyunjin? You seem to get along well with him and Seungmin
05:15pm

I do, they are great people, but Hyunjin can be so dramatic some times
05:16pm

I figured that out already
05:17pm

But this isn't about me
You can do it Ji, I have to say that I am really surprised that you are going on a date with someone. It's a big step forward
05:18pm

I don't know if I am ready
05:19pm

I think you are
I mean you can do everything slowly, you don't have to kiss him on the first date. You don't even have to hold hands, just spend some time with each other
05:20pm

But what if he wants to hold hands? Or wants to kiss me?!
05:21pm

If that happens you tell him that you are not ready
05:22pm

But what if he gets angry about it?
05:23pm

I'm sure he won't
05:23pm

I want to cry this is so complicated
If that would have never happened two years ago everything would be so easy
05:24pm

You can't change the past, but maybe Minho can help you to overcome it all
05:24pm

It's always just maybe we never can be sure
05:25pm

You are right but that maybe is better than nothing right?
05:26pm

I guess? I know I am overthinking everything but I can't do anything about it
05:27pm

I understand that, we all overthink sometimes
05:28pm

It will be fine Ji
Did anything happened last time in the café when I left you two alone?
05:29pm

Nothing bad happened it was really comfortable
05:30pm

See?
The date will be comfortable too
05:31pm

Yeah you are right...
I am sorry bothering you with that
05:32pm

You didn't bother me at all Ji!
I am your best friend you can tell me everything
05:32pm

I just want to feel normal Jeongin but I can't
05:33pm

I really hate this so much
05:34pm

Ji it will get better I know it will.
05:35pm

I'm having nightmares again lately
05:35pm

You do?
I'm sorry to hear that
05:36pm

Do you want to talk about the nightmares?
05:37pm

No... No I don't want to
It's really not that bad, I can manage this alone
05:37pm

Are you sure?
05:38pm

Yes I am
05:40pm

Btw is Felix still flying to australia?
Did he told you something about it?
05:41pm

Yes in one month.
He wanted to fly in like 2 days but Chan then told him that he will fly there too in one month so Felix decited to just fly with him
05:42pm

And he maybe take Changbin with him so Changbin can meet Felix parents
05:43pm

That soon?!
05:44pm

Yes!
They are like soulmates
I understand why Felix wants Changbin to meet his parents
05:45pm

So you're not jealous anymore?
05:45pm

Not really
I mean sometimes it still hurts but I distract myself and try to overcome it.
I started with some new hobbies.
Like going to the gym with Changbin
05:46pm

Gym? WITH Changbin?!
05:47pm

That's crazy since Changbin is the boyfriend of your previous crush
05:48pm

Changbin and me are starting to get along pretty well.
05:48pm

That's really nice! (>o<)
05:49pm

It is 
05:50pm

We really should have a meet up with all of us again.
But Seungmin never wants to play the mind again with you all
05:51pm

Why :C
The game was fun
05:51pm

It was, but we were so bad at playing
05:52pm

You were a bad teamplayer :C
05:52pm

You weren't better.
05:53pm

Oh shut up
I was distracted by Minho
05:54pm

Oh yeah?
I was distracted by Felix
I mean everyone of you could have distracted me
Did you realise how fine everyone looks?
05:54pm

You look fine too, I'm just saying
05:55pm

I know that I look fine hehe ( •̀ᴗ•́ )و ̑̑
05:55pm

🙄🙄🙄
05:56pm

YOU said that I look fine! 
Not me
05:57pm

🙄🙄🙄
05:57pm

🙄🙄🙄🙄
05:57pm

🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
05:58pm

Good night Jeongin
05:59pm

Good night?! 
Isn't it pretty early?!
05:59pm

Kinda 
but I am tired and I need my sleep
05:59pm

O-Okay good night Ji
06:00pm

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