Lost my baby

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Dead is the reality of life. Everyone knows they will die but no one thinks about it, when any near one dies when get that reality check, we then for sometime thinks about it and becomes saint and talks about it.

All family members came to hospital, Murthy's are traveling to Delhi, fab5 are also traveling back, Manik is drenched with blood his hands, shirt cheeks are filled with blood his hears are filled with Nandini's shouting "machooooo" her screams are filled with his surroundings.

Doctor came out, Manik took two steps back he can't listen he don't want to listen he is scared want to run away from here, he couldn't breath opened his mouth to breath but still unable to Nyeonika came held him tight, "Bacha breath!!!!!" She is crying can't speak more
Rahul held him more tight nurse came gave him tumbler, "vomit it sir" she rubbed his back
He took it and vomited
Doctor came checked him made him sit "Manik!!!! She needs you now more than her life be strong for her" Manik looked at her, breathed in

When Manik is ok doctor said "the iron rod hit on baby head, we did normal delivery as she is in pains already, we lost him, Nandini is unconscious, she will get up by night"
"I want my baby" Manik said firmly
"Manik?" Doctor said with pain
"I want his...... body my baby plz I will give him to my dad he will save him keep him safe please"
"Manik you can't see him he is drak filled with blood ice cold body you can't handle please I beg you leave this"
"Doctor please!!!" His voice shivered eyes blood red indicating that he can't ask or talk more.
Doctor went on came with baby totally wrapped with cloth
"Open him he can't breath please" Manik said before taking into his hands
"He won't breath any more" doctor said with tears
"Please give her seductive make her sleep for a day I need to cry please"
She nodded
Rahul brought car took Manik to Malhotra's grave yard he gave him to Rahul took sappel and started to dig he is putting all his energy but he couldn't he screamed in pain "aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" "she said she said she is not feeling good let's go home but I was stubborn fucking stubborn I took her their what will I answer her???? I killed my own baby"
"Bhai!!!!!! Hold him I will do it"
"No Rahul let me do" he again started digging with each force he is feeling as if he is pricking it into his own heart

When he did it Manik took him and kept inside then removed, "Rahul go bring lots of flowers go fast my boy may get hurt go" Rahul went brought so many roses till Manik is hugging baby tight
Rahul took petals made it like bed Manik kept him on it, Rahul again added rose petals totally. Manik couldn't added mud on him Rahul did it. Manik sat their for long time, fab5 came running they lifted him and took him from there as he is not ready to come.

Manik is shooting, screaming fighting yelling trying to go back but cabir and Druv held him tight he hit them very badly but they didn't leave him. After an hour he lost angry and became calm.

Nandini is like dead body sleeping on bed her amma and Nyeonika are with her all are standing outside Manik came.
No one have that much courage to talk or see at him. Cabir and Druv took him and showed Nandini.

Seeing Nandini Manik scared like hell he took four steps back "she will die she will die, I can't see her, she said she dam said she is feeling uneasy I killed my him" Manik is murmuring
Nyeonika slapped him hard Manik, in angerraised his hand shouting came to her, when he saw Nyeonika he became numb
"Manik be strong see her who will say her? Shall I tell her she lost her boy?" Nyeonika asked in anger
"No no!!!!! I will tell her, she will die mom I saw her dying once I can't see her again" he cried
"Go and take shower"
Manik walked to washroom stood under shower

Blood every where blood all bathroom is filled with blood, it's his son's blood his own blood he....... he hit his hand on wall again and again, Rahul and cabir ran in listening sounds, he didn't even bother to lock so they went in

"It's my son blood cabir see it's flowing away it's gone my blood"
"Manik!!!! Who did it???? Does he need to breath???? Do you want to spend here crying like this and making yourself pity? Is this you are doing????? What will you answer Nandini???? Chutki pity me I killed my own son that's it"
"Cabir????" Manik held his neck
"Show this on the person who did it, stop this and fight back, first make Nandu strong mark my words every pain you are giving to yourself will make Nandu miserable she can handle this pain but can't see pain in your eyes. Come out we have lot to do" cabir said in slow voice

Manik became a stone he is now in his worst phase, he removed his dress cleaned his body totally, took towel wrapped it, Rahul gave dress, make wear it, came out.

Manik called his pa, Nyeonika went out, mission began. All others went home, ladies tried to stay back but Manik didn't allow anyone into room. He sat besides Nandini bed. He looked at her, she is like a dead body still and study he got goosebumps in fear, she hugged her tight, so tight that she hissed Manik got into reality slowly made her sleep, he too slept besides her

"Why Nandini life is making you miserable why???? How can I make you live for me??? How can I even ask you to live???? Since from Marriage I was insisting to have kids so that you will get trust on relations, but see now what should I do or say????

I saw him Chutki, he is so small, his nose is same as yours small Choto sa, he has mole on his lip as mine. Our son, you said you want son see won I lost we lost him...." he wiped his tears

"Chutki see I am your first baby I need your total attention again I won't leave you this time, we righted for first time na so he got annoyed and angry so he left us....

No no we shouldn't cry see he is strong boy, he saved you for me so that I can take good care of you, he is our first baby Nandini I kept him safely on rose petals no mud won't go in his eyes it won't.....

I will I will take care of you.... dad is there, he will take good No best care of him, we didn't even named him, we will call him....... he got hit on head he is ice cold as you were on that I hugged him Chutki hugged him tight but my body warm didn't work if you were with me you would have given him warmth very warm,........

We will meet him again, see I will show him... " Manik turned to Nandini her boobs are oozing milk they are over flowing Manik got more tears "they are for him Nandu he might be hungry....

Manik slides her gown took her boob and started drinking milk she smiled in sleep. He cried loudly. He broker all thinks in room ward boys doctor, Rahul came running held him tight
"Kill me please I beg you kill me she thinks it's our baby she thinks she smiled I can't see her I killed him I buried him" doctor gave seductive to him and made him sleep besides her

Two souls dead as parents slept peacefully both are in pain cruel pain




Guys I am cruel
Kill me guys
I am mother of two kids still I wrote this
Believe me story needs it
I couldn't write more so it's small

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