she's probably sleeping...
or regretting...
or sleeping....
GOD! WHAT AM I DOING?!!
"hello"
"Hey!" nope! that sounded way too excited!... "did... I wake you?"
"no haven't slept yet"
"good"
"yeah"
Awkward...but not for long, as a subject brought another and another brought another one and an hour passed with this ongoing process before yet another subject was brought up.
"I'll get you a new ring "
"I don't want one "
"why not? I promised to start anew with you, so, wouldn't it be better to just forget that first wedding we had? "
"no need to change the object when you just can change the meaning .. I want the same one I wore for years now ..that if you still have it with you after I left it there"
"I do, but you sure about it? "
"what? "
"wanting the same ring "
"yeah, just a reminder to speak our mind before we end up with divorce again "
"you there? "
"I forgot that you are not just like other women "
" and what exactly makes you say that? "
"your way of thinking, too complicated but also too simple ..other women would have thrown the ring for a new start but you just left it here and now you want it back even though you could totally ask for a new one"
"I didn't throw you away, I just left you, so it's only right for me to leave it right where it belonged and go back to where I belong ..now I am going back so it's only right for me to take it back "
"I like that "
"Good to know "
The two of us fell silent but it was a comfortable type of silence, talking to each other was something that the two of us were used to but these types of conversations were something...new...
however not bad, I think we can get used to them
"you have the shoot tomorrow right? "
"yeah "
"I don't know if it's cool or weird that he didn't get you replaced on the show"
"I will resign anyway, but not now "
"and why not now? "
" 'cause if I do that will affirm that I am upset and disappointed in them which is not true ..just stay for a while to get rid of the awkwardness, then just leave "
"do you really have to? "
"Yeah... if it wasn't for us they would've been just fine"
"you feel guilty? "
"kind of...yeah "
"then do something about it ....you should go to sleep, you have a long day waiting for you, tomorrow"
"you too, good night "
"good night "
Not a drastic change in our conversations even though it was a drastic change in our status.
Not a drastic change in the type of conversations but a drastic change in the interlocutors.
Not a drastic change in our hearts but an extreme one was about to happen to our minds.
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i am not a replacement
Non-FictionAmanda decided to sacrifice everything and get married just for the sake of the future of her deceased friend's baby. Thinking that everything she has ever done was the right choice, she starts to break down when the outcome is something she never t...
