Enduring Love

Chapter 21

Previously...

"Can I ask you something else?" Obito said.

"Sure."

"Have you ever- I mean are you-" He stuttered.

I chuckled. "What?"

"Have you had sex before?" He blurted out.

"What?" I said again. "What the hell would make you ask that?"

He shrugged. "Just.. curious. If you have, then it's most likely been with Kakashi, right?"

I sighed. "Yeah. Why do you ask?"

He shrugged. "I've never-"

"Oh," I said before I smirked. "You're what? 26? And still a virgin~"

"Shut up," he said. I looked up at him. He was definitely blushing. I smiled and kissed his cheek. "How innocent~"

"Shut up," he grumbled. I chuckled and laid back in bed. "Fine fine."

He laid next to me and I closed my eyes.

"What if we," he paused. "Ya know?"

"If you can't say it, you're not mature enough to do it," I said without opening my eyes.

"I want to have sex with you," he said.

"Why?"

"I love you. Mmm- well, I've been attracted to you since day one, so I did want to before but," he paused. "It feels a bit different now,"

"I don't know," I said.

"Well, think about it," he said. "I'm hungry."

"Same."

"Dangos?"

"Definitely," I said with a smile.

Obito and I sat on the bed, munching happily on our dangos.

I couldn't help but think about his question. What suddenly made him wanna have sex? I mean, I wouldn't be against it. I have wondered what he was like in bed but-

"____," Obito said. "You zoned out on me."

"Ah, sorry."

"Thinking about what I said?"

"It's finally dawning on me that I'll eventually have to choose between you or Kakashi," I said. "I just." I paused. "That's shitty."

Obito and I chuckled. "Well, maybe you won't have to choose. Let's save the world first, okay?"

"Yeah," I said.

"Anything else you wanna talk about?" He said.

"Why do you wanna have sex?"

"Who wants to die a virgin?"

I choked on my air and coughed. Obito laughed.

"I-I wasn't expecting that," I wheezed.

"I told you before, I love you. If possible, I'll spend the rest of my life with you, but if not," he paused. "I'd be happy with just having you for right now."

"You really shouldn't," I said with a chuckle. Then, to my surprise, Obito leaned in and kissed me.

"Cheater!"

What's that voice?

"Slut!"

"____!"

I sat up and looked around. "What? Weren't we just?"

"You fell asleep while I went to get our dangos," Obito said.

"Oh," I muttered. "That was just a dream?"

"What was the dream?"

"You called me a slut," I said. "I think?"

Obito laughed. "What? Man, your dreams are horrible."

"That's an understatement."

"What else happened in this dream?" Obito said. He sat next to me and handed me a stick of dangos.

"Meh, nothing important," I said with a shrug. After I ate my dangos, Obito stared down at me.

"What?" I said.

Obito slowly leaned down to my height and kissed me. 'This better not be a damn dream,' I thought. I put my hand on his cheek and slowly began to kiss him back, then he pulled away.

"That was better than the first time we kissed," he said.

"Yeah," I said. "It was sweet."

Obito smiled. "At least it wasn't shitty."

"I guess," I teased. I got up and sat on his lap, straddling him. Obito put his hands on my waist and I cupped his face, then we kissed again.

This feels so... nice, but also so wrong. Why am I like this?