𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄

𝐱𝐯𝐢𝐢.

GLANCING DOWN AT HER, phone only to see the many message that still continued from the redhead, Y/N narrowed her eyes and felt disgust enter every inch of her bones. She couldn't believe that he would put her up on the spot like that by lying about his age. She just kept telling herself over and over again that it could've been worse, and that he could've been a whole minor, but for the time being, she didn't know what she was going to do about the young man. She certainly wasn't going to sue him or anything of the sort because she knew that would only make her much more guilty even though she didn't have a clue about it.

Jackson watched the read button returning and disappearing with each text he sent her, and it wasn't too long until he was rocking back and forth, biting at his nails, and sweating like a pig just from the silence that came over the phone. He wanted nothing more than to teleport to wherever she was at the moment to have her hold him and tell him that she wasn't really that upset, but he knew that would never happen.

He might've just ruined her entire career for something he thought was a tiny white lie, and he hated himself for doing that, but for some reason he knew he would've done it again if it meant he would get to sleep with the celebrity. He knew there was seriously something wrong for thinking that, but as long as he kept those thoughts to himself he knew he would be fine.

Pacing all around his room while his eyes widened when he realized that she was still in the chats, doing nothing but reading his messy explanations, that's when the ginger got the insane idea to just call the woman. He nodded his head to himself, thinking of how much better this could be for the both of them.

While he crouched over with worry shown all over every inch of his face, that's when he pressed on the little phone icon before he put the phone up to his ear, his fingers shaking while he held the device up, his heart pumping. Standing around for what felt like all of eternity, Jackson then froze up when he heard a click, and then he realized that the woman he love decided to pick up.

His beautiful blue eyes somehow grew even bigger as he piped up and kept on shaking, his chest now rising up and down when he heard her slow breaths on the other side of his device, "Y-Y/N. Hi, I-"

"Why would you do something like that??" The angry tone in her voice really threw Jackson off, and he couldn't help but cower down although she wasn't there to see him do so. Her voice was still so powerful and she didn't know that. She immediately made him all nervous and he also felt his eyes already start to water. He couldn't bring himself to say anything else after that.

He just gritted his teeth together while a small tear slid its way down the side of his cheek. Y/N didn't know what else to say, she was only waiting for a response from the ginger that opted to not say a word, the same slightly stunned look still on his face.

After the long moment of silence, the celebrity started growing impatient with the teen and she strained her eyes, her entire body getting hot from the anger that burned within herself, "Well? Don't you have anything to say?? You weren't exactly making sense in any of those messages you sent me. So tell me, Jackson. Why would you do something like that...?!"

Jackson snapped himself out of his thoughts when he heard the older female say his name once again, only this time it wasn't in the way that he liked at all. It made him feel worthless, like he was nothing but a spec of dust on top of this earth, "I... I.. w-wanted to.. g-get you to like me...."

"Really?! That's why you did something like this?? You're so... selfish!" She couldn't help but raise her voice at the end of her sentence, and she didn't even know how she was bothering to confront the man that felt yet another tear going down his face as he sniffles quietly, wondering what to say next before he spoke up.

Gulping at the same time of voice that came from the female, Jackson felt his breath hitch as he whimpered slightly, "I.. I know... But I didn't know.. this would be the o-outcome. You know I wouldn't.. do anything to a-actually hurt your fame... I just.. I just wanted to get to meet you, Y/N...! I've loved you ever since I was.. a little boy!!"

"This is not what you do when you want someone like me to get to notice you!! And the issue is.. you're still a little boy. You're eighteen! I get that you're legal, but you're still so young!! Do you know how that looks on me??" She breathed out into the phone, shocked by how long she could keep her composure with the boy that still struggled to see what he did wrong. He was too worried about the prize infront of him that he wasn't worried about the consequences that weren't even on him.

"I'm not. I know how to do things... I don't care if you think I'm a little boy, I pleased you like a man..." Jackson whispered into the phone, his eyes rolling once he thought back to how good she tasted on his tongue.

Y/N knew what he was talking about when he said those words, and she just hated the thought. Her eyes crinkled as she clenched her jaw and let a huff leave her throat before she pulled the device away from her own ear, quickly clicking on the red icon that sat through her phone, resulting in the blue eyed male to look down at his own device, his heart breaking into a bunch of pieces that could only be mended with the presence of the woman.