I don't like this feeling.
The feeling when your hero
Starts kneeling.
Before you in sorrow
.
When he cries
And tells you that you saved him.
And you're. unsure who's tears
Are in who's eyes
.
When he. dies
I don't know how I'll live
For we are heroes of each other's lives
And without him. I couldn't give
Another breath
Of air
I'm scared.
.
Because I don't know.
If the therapy labels me as a freak
But I know
He. would be happy to see me
Get better.
A new letter.
We turn a new leaf.
.
We all fall slowly off the tree before his eye leaks like the rain to show that he wants the whole world wrapped in his arms so safely
Forgive me.
Because I've wanted to leave before and I never should have thought that way
For I will stay.
Till I have to watch him go.
~vivi
