She says it like it's easy
Just look at one thing
Just say this one thing
It's not
Because they run, rotate, rampage
One inside the next
A constant fix
On why I tried to say goodbye
In the first place
First it was me
Solidly bleakly lonely
Then it was him
A stab beneath my thighs.
Then it was her
Telling me no
Punishing me
Stealing me and what I wanted to be
But then I met them
But then I lost them
And I feared losing more
But then I found him
But he was something I was not allowed
A forbidden fruit
Poisoning her
I am the poison that drowns life
Paint red ex's on my reflection
In rosy red lipstick
Remove me from the picture frame
Because you want fame
And all I wanted was to be saved
-vivi
