The Mafia Lost Bambina

Chapter 13

So before I start I wanna say there are two new characters in the book and there will be more soon. What I was trying to say is that I will do a character list for two characters when you meet the other characters. Anyways you know Marco the right hand/family best friend you guys have to wait to find out the mystery lover name. PS I know idk why I wrote this too but it's helpful if you're confused don't skip it actually read it.

Pov: Elina Russo

I can't see oh I wonder why I have to open my eyes, Fuck where am I think. I look around to see I'm in a living room

"why does this look familiar" I think to myself. I feel like I've been here before the couch looks the same. That table looks familiar is marble and everything else seems pretty familiar. "Why though hmm"I think to myself.

"Oh shit wait oh fuck I'm back here again really I tired to get the fuck away to be brought back here. Uhh I can't believe those guards drugged me. Maybe I'll just wait for them to go to sleep this time.." I say

"Really twinne I'm pissed off I thought you love us and want to be here for your family why would you leave" he says in a voice laced with anger but is cracking with sadness.

I look around the room to see that my family is staring at me there looking at me relieved to see me here but hurt. I know I hurt them but I'd rather be them than me. I didn't realize they walked in 

"wait did they here what I said" 

"Yes we did do you think we would let you go again Bambina why tell us I love you baby please" Enzo says with hurt coming off each word

"Princess we love you so much, I love you so much why did you leave" my dad says in a stern voice but you can feel emotions coming off of it

"Yea why are you running from us were your family you tried to leave us"Luciano screams

I look up at him to see a war in his eyes. I know this family wants my love but I don't know how to love. I'm just a girl who needs no one to survive. Just getting up everyday is survival for me. The people from my past haunt me in the night the day I can't run from them there my demons my monsters I can't destroy them they lurk in the shadows. Those monsters have marked me with their claws. I can feel them when I move when I talk. The pain Is unbearable. I wanna let them in, I know we are family I wanna love them but I can't. I'm a broken girl who will always be broken. 

"Baby are you ok "my mom says

"Yes and I'm not sorry for leaving I don't wanna be her so just bring me back or put me in foster care"I say

"Elina I don't care we are your family we would never let you into Forster care. Your brothers are here for you we all are your never leaving us we love you to much to let you go so stop being stubborn and just accepted that" my dad says yelling at me with hurt and pain in his eyes

"No I don’t,  you have to let me leave I can’t trust you i don't know you leave me alone" I said in a scared voice

"No baby I'm not gonna lose you again when you were first born I promised you I wasn't gonna let anything happen to you and protect you but, I failed and I'm not gonna lose my second chance" Enzo screams at me in a hurt voice

"Your reason I would have flah back about a boy with black hair saying I'll always be there and protect you. I always thought I was crazy. You're the reason why I gave up on hope and someone going to come to save me because no one ever did believed what you said until one day it was over" I say crying on the floor on my knees Enzo runs up to me and hugs me and keeps saying"baby I love you I'm so sorry"over and over again. 

"It's not your fault it's mine I should've never listen to them and what they said to me"

"Twinne who is them please tell us" Edwin says in a cracky voice

"Baby tell us we wanna help you please we love you" Luca says

I bury my head in Enzo's body as he lifts me up into his lap. I wrap my arms around his neck.

"Baby please tell us"Enzo says as he squeezes  my ribs too tight and I jump out of his lap into Noah. The whole family comes running up to me and screams

"What the fuck was that"Noah yells

"Bambina tell me now what's wrong"my dad yells

"Baby I know I hurt you but please what is wrong I know you probably don't wanna tell me but please"Luis says

I wiggle out if Noah grip and grab Luis arms and sit on his lap and say

"I forgive you, I know you didn’t mean it also Im used to failure, but this doesn't me I will tell you guys I'm not ready to tell you guys yet" I look at Luis and everyone to see there all shocked. I cuddle more into Luis

''Aww she so cute"they all say I blush and try to hide it in Luis chest but they saw me blush

"Omg look she is blushing"Luca says

"Baby it's ok you can tell us when you're ready okay"Luciano says

"Babygirl but no more running though you can't run from us we love you and we will always find you promise us you won't leave" dad says

I look at my family and my dad. I don't wanna run no more. I know I said I wanted to run but now I know they don't wanna hurt me they just wanna love me and I've been through pain hurt, starving more than they can imagine. Should I promise never to leave whenever I make a promise I won't break it but I feel like I can trust them they are my real family.

"I-"

Hey guys I hope you like the chapter and I don't know about the update again but I updated this one early because I felt like it and a lot of you guys liked the lat chapter. Read comments, vote and don't hate. I do the best I can. I love you guys bye.