Taekook : Useless Wife

Part 30 : Self Atonement

Jungkook : (angry) Just so you know don't you dare lie to me otherwise I'll do something worse..even tell bout these marks on your body to your parents also

Taehyung : (shocked) W-What!?

Jungkook : You thought I won't know..that's why I'm telling you don't you dare lie..if not for me then atleast think bout your parents how much more pain you want them to bare

Taehyung : (desperate) N-No don't tell anyone anything I'll tell you everything

Jungkook hummed as Taehyung started telling him everything

Taehyung :

It's the time

After Taeji's lies were expose

I heard what happened to you and it's all my fault.. after Taeji's confession I couldn't hold myself and fainted but when I got to know that you woke up I quickly ran towards his ward but no one let me in..I kept trying but my mom SLAPPED me and pushed me..after that Jungkook went with my parents while I was all alone..EVERYONE TURNED AGAINST ME..MY PARENTS MY BROTHER EVERYONE STARTED HATING ME..for someone like me who only loved his family and his own family started hating him that thing literally DESTROYED me..I didn't talk to Taeji after that day!

I started sleeping on the floor daily as I made you do so..I started putting me in workload as I kept working nonstop..I would not eat for many days..I knew it would affect my health and it did but I was careless..once I fainted in the office when doctor told me that I'm in depression and work overload and not eating on time has made me very weak but I didn't care because I couldn't bare the regret and it was eating me up..your face when you were crying or begging me to love you kept coming in front of me..I was slowly losing myself as I had no one..I was so desperate to meet you but no one allowed me..Because of all these things I STARTED HURTING MYSELF..I prepared a PUNISHMENT ROOM for myself and I started hurting myself there with all those tools and I started feeling a lil better at least temporarily I did..W-whenever I couldn't sleep or wouldn't feel good I would just go there and hurt myself..it became a good coping way for me..Everytime I did it I was reminded of all those times when I hurted you or beat you and that made me do it more..Because of all those things my health worsen more as I fainted quite a few times but I ignored it everytime
(sighed) But once I fainted in my office and my PA was there..she saw me like that and quickly called the doctor who informed me that lack of nutrition and untreated wounds have made me very weak and I'm taking a lot of stress..that day I didn't wake up for approx 36 hours but no one was told
(teary eyes) Well who would've cared either for someone like me!

Jungkook's eyes also got teary

Taehyung : (continued) Y-You know Jungkook that day I really understood that how much hurt you faced as you didn't have anyone that time it happened only few times for me but with you it happened for a very long time..I'm very bad as being your husband I was never there for you!
From that day I started hating myself more and physical infliction of pain on myself became a coping mechanism for me..I kept taking a lot of sleeping pills to sleep properly..Doctors kept telling me that my depression is getting worse but I hid it all and didn't concern with any doctor after few days..I think it's getting a lil bad these days but don't worry bout someone like me..I'll go for a check up though

(sighed) That's what it's all bout!

Jungkook's POV

I was shocked after hearing Taehyung as I couldn't believe my ears..what's more shocking was that Taehyung was saying it so casually as if it's nothing..I don't know why I started crying..I know he is waiting for me to say something but I need to stable myself first as my heart is paining a lot after listening his side!
One thing that give me a lil peace is w
that he tried to reach out to me before the wedding!
I couldn't stop myself from crying as all this strong facade and emotionless drama pent up a lot of things in me..I fell on the bed and started crying without thinking that Taehyung is also there..!!

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