Verboten/FORBIDDEN

64. Frozen dagger

(Behind the song is about the feelings of every character. Here's the translation:
Everything changes
Same as my heart
Don't know how to confess
If I should say this

But I Need to be braver
And say what's right
But I won't

I won't

I know it's too late
But I can't let go
You'll be hurt
Because I promise to never go

I know it's too late
I know that doesn't love anymore

I've tried many times
I forced my feelings
But still not enough
Not enough

Scared to know
fear of your judgement
But I won't
I won't

I know it's too late
But I can't let go
You'll be hurt
Because I promise to never go

I know it's too late
I know that doesn't love anymore

I know it's too late
I know it's wrong
I know it's wrong
I know it's wrong
I know it's wrong
But I can't let go
You'll be hurt
Because I promise to never go

I know it's too late
I know that doesn't love anymore
Doesn't love you anymore
Doesn't love you anymore
Everything changes
Same as my heart)

"Mmm!" As soon as my eyes opened, I felt dizzy and my stomach is cramping. I covered my mouth and run out of the house to throw the contents of my stomach.

It was afternoon and I realized Cole is gone again. Good thing he's out of sight or else he will make fun of me.

Wait, what did I eat that made me puke? Last thing I remembered was I fainted while talking to Chief. That's it! I have to call him again!

"Shit!" When I picked up my phone, the screen was broken and I cannot use it. The only way is to borrow Cole's mobile phone. Oh, no, I have to wait for him. He probably brought it while he's doing his job.

Before the sun sets, Cole arrived with his bag carrying his portable computer. He looked very tired so as usual, I would help him rest by letting him sit on the couch as I serve dinner. I'm not acting like a wife but I have to do it as his companion.

"Cole, may I borrow your phone? I have to call Chief King." I kindly asked him after we're done for dinner. He silently handed it to me while I also fixed what we have eaten.

"I'm sorry, Brazen. That's all that I know." It wasn't Chief whom I called but it's someone who knew better, he's no other than Sovran.

"Since when did this happened?" I remain calm while holding my chest and maintained my breathing. I can hear thesame from him.

"Maybe it's time for you to go home. You should show up and stop him. The feeling he has for you was completely gone. You're the only chance to save it." That's all of a sudden. I told him to give me three days to think of a plan and also I couldn't just leave Cole where he's already used on my presence.

I felt like I'm being pulled in different directions. What should I do? I have to tell him right now! "Cole?" I glanced at where he's sitting but it was just an empty couch. His bag was also gone so I looked at the bedroom and found out he's already asleep.

*sigh*

"It's still early, you must be very tired." I lay down beside him while I watch his sleeping face. His pale skin was so flawless that I couldn't even find a spot of blemish. He has no beard and even his legs were not hairy. His eyes has thin eyelashes and eyebrows no wonder his pubic hair was so soft and no need for him to trim.