surreal ➶ p.sunghoon

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➳ 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐡𝗼𝗼𝐧

a letter to her.

hi my luv, its been three months since your passing and its been a month since my attempt. im sorry for everything, i just miss you so much and i didnt think that would be the last moment, the last moment of hearing your voice, laugh, and just seeing you vividly. you didnt deserve this, your dad is in jail for what he did. you may be at rest, finally. i just wish you were here to see how everyone has been, especially jungwon haha. he became a better person after everything, he isnt as blunt anymore and trust me. he misses you a lot. but, seoyun i wish you just had told me about everything that was going on at home. we were supposed to be forever, we were supposed to be together. youre probably mad at me because i tried to take my own life to be with you. i just didnt think i could do it without you. anyways, i love you and i always will. in the future i will probably find somebody, i know you're watching over me so i'll say this ahead of time. no matter who im with in the future, they will not take the spot you have in my
heart. im yours and youre mine. forever like we promised.
- your hoonie <3

"i miss you so much my luv. treat her like you treated me, i wish to hold you again.. goodbye.."
- your past lover, cha seoyun <8