The Alpha And The Witch #Book 4

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Malia's POV

The truth was I wasn't even sure if I would ever get my memories back.

It's been days and I couldn't have the courage to step out of the bedroom that I have stayed in ever since the way Cam had brought me here.

Cam didn't force me to come out and face my demons he stood by my side and was there for when I needed him and for that I am grateful that he didn't hover.

Today I had decided to get out of the bedroom and try and remember something.

'Is he ok?' I asked bennyas I watched Cam sleeping beside me, knowing that he's wolf would be awake as we had been doing this for a while and Cam sleeps we would talk to each other as we both couldn't sleep.

'He will be, as long as your ok he will be fine'  he whispers to me as he spoke as he adored me and knew it was real it wasn't just Cam that loves me it is also Benny.

'Get some sleep Benny, I won't be far away I promise.'  I stroked he's cheek as he sleeps and then I got up and went to do my morning routine like everyone else does.

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As I was brushing my teeth, I looked at my reflection in the mirror and I couldn't help but frown at myself as I saw a stranger who was staring back who had replace the image of myself.

How is it possible to look at yourself and see a total stranger?

I felt tears well up in my eyes as I thought of myself as a stranger...

"What's wrong?" I jumped in shocked as I looked into the mirror and saw my mate staring at me with sadness in he's eyes as he watches me.

"Nothing, I am fine" I whispers to myself as I wiped the tears that had escapes and turned to smile at Cam.

"You know I can tell when you say your fine and your really not" he says as he steps forward towards me and gentle tugs on my waist as I turned to look at him I couldn't help the emotions that I was holding let go.

"I'm really not fine" I whimpered and wraps my arms around Cam as he picks me up like I weighed nothing.

"You don't have to be strong for me LeeLee" he whispers as he walks to the bed and sits down with me straddling him.

"I tried so hard to be strong for you but I can't do it knowing I will have to start from the beginning with everyone" I whimpered as I let go of everything that I was holding in for all those days.

"We will get though it together baby" he cooed in my ears telling me everything is going to be alright and that we will do everything together and I believed every word.

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I looked up at him and traced he's jaw line with my fingers just as I did I looked down at he's lips then looked at he's eyes and saw he was looking down at my lips too so then I decided to tease him a little and bit my lip gently.

That's when I heard a growl coming from he's chest knowing he was turned on because I began to feel he's not so mini me digging into my leg.

I leaned forward and took the braviest move I had ever took and that was to take control in something like this and that's when our lips touched and I couldn't help but deepen the kiss which caused him to groan against me lips.

As I was straddling him already I gently pushed him down on the bed without stopping the kisses that was sending me over the edge.

"We... need... to... stop..." he whispers as he's voice was husky enough and I couldn't help but feel hurt and rejected so I whimpered and pulled away from him.

"Lee Lee come here" he says as he told me to come back to him but I shook my head feeling still rejected.

"I get it" I whispered not sure if it was too myself or to Cam but I knew he heard me.

"Get what?" He questioned me.

"Why you wouldn't want me" I whimpered quietly and got up off the bed and walked to the bathroom.

"Wait what the hell are you talking about?" I heard him ask behind me but I carried on walking just when I thought he gave up I was against the wall with Cam against me but i couldn't have it in me to look at me.

"Look at me Malia" he says as he breathes down my neck making me shiver in delight.

"No" I stated out to him call me what ever you want but honestly if your boyfriend did that you would feel hurt wouldn't you?

Mate or not he still hurt my feelings even if it wasn't intented.

"Damn it Malia, look at me" he growled quietly as he didn't want to scare me but I knew he's patience was very low at the moment.

I looked at him with tears down my cheek and whimpered at he's broken face as he looked at the tears, he looked frozen as he saw the emotion in my eyes and I couldn't help but make him feel this way.

"What made you think I didn't want you?" He whispered but I could tell by the sound of he's voice that he was holding back something I put of me wanted him to do it but the other part of me wanted him to be strong.

"Back then, you said you wanted to stop..." I whispered back at him and just when I told him what I was thinking the sudden anger erupted into he's eyes.

"You thought I didn't want you because I wanted to stop?" He repeated what I just said to him and I knew that it was Benny coming out of him as he's eye colour began to change.

"Do you have any idea how stupid that sounds?" I turned and look at him as quick as I could and for a moment I had whiplash.

"It isn't stupid Benny, I wanted you and you made me think that you didn't want me" I was beginning to get angry myself.

"That is because we didn't want to take advantage of you!" He growled out loudly this time and I couldn't help but flinch because I had never seen him this way before.

"Well, we'll done you don't have to." I said as I pushed him away from me and began walking out of the bathroom.

"What the hell does that mean!?" He growled again.

"I'm leaving your dumb ass for a few hours so you can cool off!" I shouted back at him and walked out of the bedroom door and slammed it shut.

As I began to walk outside into the woods.