forcefully arranged

New beginnings

here you go guys ^^

sorry for taking longer than usual

Ella's Pov

After asking for my dad's approval, Xander kept holding my hand and guided me to his car; a new range rover vogue. It was black a shinny but why is he changing cars this fast? And where is he taking me?

"New car?" I questioned cutting the comfortable silence that we fell in

"New everything and new beginnings and somehow it felt more like a family car than my other cars." Xander said while smiling lovingly at me and I couldn't help but blush

"Family?" I couldn't help but inquire shyly

"Yes, you me and the two future kids that we talked about." Xander answered easily and hope and joy shinned in each word he said

"You still remember that?" I surprisingly and shyly murmured as I imagined our future family.

"I remember everything about you Ella; from that short black nightgown that haunted me to every little detail about you." Xander answered confidently and his words made me blush. He still remembers the night when he entered the garden house uninvitingly and caught me out of guard.

"Dear god how I love to make you blush and to be honest I can't wait to see you in that nightgown again." Xander said as his grip tightened around me and I was lost; I didn't know how to answer, I didn't know what to say next. I felt his gaze on me and the moment I looked at him, his eyes captured mine. Those green orbs of his were imprisoning my dark eyes and refusing to let them go and I just peacefully surrendered to their charm.

"Ella, don't freeze like that and if you feel like we are moving too fast tell me. If you want I will slow down. I want you to be comfortable and at ease." Xander promised as he let go of me and we reached the car.

"It is not about that. I just...I don't know how I am supposed to answer you...and I am still holding on to my words." I assured him feeling the blood rushing to my cheeks

"Your blush answers me each time and that is more than enough for me and what words exactly?" Xander asked playfully and I know that he remembers but he is just playing around.

"You know" I answered shortly

"No I don't" Xander said as he took a step forward and now I was captured between him and the car.

"Xander, we are in the streets." I tried to argue with him as I pushed his chest lightly asking him to step away

"An empty one, now tell me my dear Ella what was your promise again. Say it and I will let you go" he hushed as his face came closer to mine and I knew that I felt my face burning. I tried to gaze away from his eyes but my eyes wouldn't budge. They acted as if they had a mind of their own and melted in those green forest eyes of his.

"I want you to be my first" I whispered shyly feeling my breathing becomes heavier and saw his smile grow wider and his eyes twinkle in joy and pride.

"I will be your first and last. I will be your everything because you are my everything" Xander answered and I found myself carving for one of his passionate, loving and reassuring kisses. But should I just kiss him out of the blue? What will he think if I take the lead once and start a kiss? Should I wait for him to start all our kisses?

"Ella?" Xander questioned as he saw me get absorbed in my own mindscape.

Without saying a word I took the lead this time, I captured his face in my hands and my fingers traced his slight beard while my eyes captured his again and then closed peacefully. I saw shock in his eyes but I didn't care. I just wanted to connect with him. And in seconds my lips were on his. He immediately responded and I was lost again in a dreamland.