A car screeching and engine dying out couldn't pull me off this bliss until I felt like somebody was staring at me and I opened my eyes and I was locked in his gaze.
A man in a black suit was standing with blood red 2016 Mazda mx-5 Miata with a pas...
Soon after Sonia wedding, their was a simple engagement. Where his mom, sister, brother and sister in law came with a diamond ring which was slipped in by his mother. I didn't ask why he wasn't here but I was sad to the fact that he should have been here.
I wasn't sad at the fact that his mother slipped into the ring although it felt great to have found myself a mother.
Its only just an engagement ring, its not like he is going to marry me then leave me. Even, if he does I will wait for him. He will always find me where he had left me.
How well, I shouldn't be having these feelings when I already tie him in a knot that is a beautiful bond. I want to carry this bond with my might to make it a successful relationship.
I waited for him to reply to my confession but I don't know why he isn't replying. Is he really not happy with this marriage? If that is the case, he shouldn't do it. He shouldn't have made such a hasty decision when he doesn't want it and nobody is forcing him.
Its been a month since we had last seen each other. I know he is still a na mehram and we can't talk or anything until we say our qubool hai. The least he could do is tell me...what he is feeling. Is he happy or not? Does he really have another girl like he said. who he wishes to marry. The least, he could do...is to dissipate my fears of being tie into relationship where we can't breathe like one.
With each passing days, my confidence and promise to him seemed to weaken. I thought of confronting him but I fear his words. The words that could carry his rejection. I can't go through the pain when I am already ready to set with him despite my fears.
I want him. This marriage is the only way that can make him mine. I have never felt such possessiveness over a thing. He is different. He makes me possessive of him to a crazy extent. After meeting him, he is all I could imagine and no matter how much I tried, not to think about him. I would myself preoccupied.
I took out my engagement ring, which is a princess cut diamond ring that is surrounded by tiny diamonds around it and I promised to myself.
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I will be their for him until my last breath. I will make him fall for me everyday until our last breaths. With that thought in mind, I got up and walked toward the living space with a smile plastered on my face to enjoy our wedding.
A soft music was blaring when I reached the part of living space that has now been converted into traditional style decor.
A huge tent is set up for the mehndi function and from the ceiling beutiful, traditional embroidered chandelier are hanging with the orange spot light to accompany.
The three side of the tents is cover with orange curtains that are tied elegantly. In the middle of the tent is a love seat for us to sit. On each side of the seat, there are white long crafter lamps which leaves off this romantic feeling around. The seat is decorated with traditional embroidery which are in trio colors of orange, green and mustard that are the must for mehndi.
