This might be too much to ask but... Can someone tell me, grades doesn't define my value... It's killing me...
By all means I'm not stupid... And somehow managed to get a high pointer on my last semester... Actually I got 4.0 for my third semester... And end up with 3.9 with my first two... My 4th semester ... I'm just not doing well... As previous ones... And I'm really crushing between the pressure and expectations...
It's really.. really killing me...
I don't have much of a talent... With making money, doing small business or even talking to people... And that really... My dad really hates that about me (Hate is a strong word, he doesn't hate me but he just hates me for being.. not what he wanted...)
I feel like if I couldn't get the perfect grade again... I just... Idk... Useless...
I feel like my grades is my only worth right now... And I couldn't even earn that... Then what am I?
My personality, my speech, my way of communicating and connecting with people is just really terrible. Everyone said I wouldn't survive being out there with my current self especially since I couldn't make more friends or talk normally to people... I'm trying... I really do...
I'm sorry, I know you're expecting a chapter or something not this whining and ranting... I couldn't burden with people I know with this pathetic sorry excuse for not being able to do my responsibilities... I had to say something somewhere just for the sake of putting my mind into ease by writing out my feelings...
Well... I'm just being weird tonight... Haha... Sorry...
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Shiawase no Clover [khr fanfic]
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