NamJoon discovers that letting people in might not be such a bad idea after all, and Hoseok discovers that NamJoon and his "secret" might be just what NamJoon needs to fill the missing pieces in his life.
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It's 2AM and my hands are shaking as I'm writing this I feel the pain radiating across my entire body, never stoping, never fading, always present.
I finally sat down and read your letter, your final written words to me, and read it over and over again.
As always your words were chosen perfectly, made me feel that you truly meant them, made me remember and think about the fact that our time together meant the world to you and that I changed your life just as much you changed mine.
I'm not sure how to function without you by my side. Should I feel ashamed for wishing for you to stay with me a little longer, to hold on just a bit more, to not leave me behind even though I know that it's not your call to make? I feel numb and empty as if a part of me died along with you. It feels strange and wrong, to think it, to say it, out loud the fact that you are dead.
It's been 2 months since your death, since your heart gave up, since you left me, lost to the monster in your head, yet I feel as if I've still not fully understood it, though as part of me realizes that this is it....
