Hate To Love💘

Broken heart

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You know everything after that what happend..
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Now I'm going to live with my lovely beast for a week.

I got up from the bed and looked at Ankith.who is sleeping peacefully ,giving me hard times .

I got myself ready ,i wore a white kurthi and black pants and made my way to kitchen.I prepared breakfast for him and set it on dining table and took an apple from refrigerator and started eating.

I heard someone walking into hall i know it's ankith,  i went to kitchen so i can not face him exactly the beast inside him.

He came into kitchen and saw me eating apple and gave me a glare at me.

How dare he laugh at me i want to yell but I'm really afraid to look at him how can i yell at him.

He went to dining table at looked at breakfast made by me ,i peeped into dinning hall .I thought he would start eating food.

Suddenly i remembered he loves cofee and he drinks cofee often so i thought to make one for him i rushed into kitchen and  made cofee for him and i wanted to give him but don't know what how would he react  .i shuddered at thought of him.I think it better not to go infront of him.

But my heart doesn't listen to me anymore ,So i couldn't stop my self going to give him cofee.."God please save me "  I prayed to God..
( I know even god is not on my side..but i still pray him).

I entered into dinning hall ,it's a bit huge can accommodate 12people at a time.

He sat on Middle chair which is far from me ,He was reading newspaper ,

i hoped i will just put coffee cup near him and  just runaway from him.

I walked with slow pace my hands were shivering and i put coffee cup near him  and turned back and started heading towards kitchen,just then i heard some thing has broken.I turned my head towards him.

He was raging ing fumes.

I can see cofee  cup been thrown on floor it's now scattered,  and cofee spiled in floor .Tears formed in my eyes  .

I couldn't believe he is behaving like a fool again and again.

"Why did you throw the cup?" I asked ankith.

"Why do you care" he said coldly

And he took the bowls been placed on table and tossed  them on floor ,i was terrified ,shivers rundown on my spine.
I could see every thing was being thrown onto floor by him.all broken pieces were scattered ,food is been dispersed.

"Ankith ,if you are angry don't show it on food".i shouted at him.

"It's my house,i can do anything what i want" he said.

"Do you even know this can feed some one' hunger.don't ever do this" i said annoyingly.

"How can you be so foolish".i said.

"Who are you to give me lecture,just shut your mouth and go away"he said looking at me.

I feel my tears running down on my cheeks(My tears were really something all ways ready to rush down).

"Why are you doing this to me" i yelled at him.

"Don't yell krithika,i may lost my patience,I don't know what i can do after that ".he said

"You just know breaking things and what more can you do" I muttered

"Stop muttering, Don't ever show your face to me"

he groweld like a beast and went out of the house.

I took broken pieces into my arms

Ankith you don't know nothing more than breaking..not the things,you broke my heart it's can not be  healed anymore.i burst into tears

I think my hear was made to be broken.Though he broke my heart all scattered pieces very still loving him 

I heard somewhere pain makes you stronger and fear makes you braver and heartbrake makes you wiser but it's not true...

The pain he is giving me ,fear iam facing,heartbrake i've gone through were not making me forget him.still he is in my heart and i still love  to the moon.