Feelings On Paper

mindless thoughts again

thrifting through memories,

knowing the memorable ones are for the best price,

i meddle with the bad thoughts that say no,

and dip into my wallet anyways.

drifting into the possibilities,

for our star signs are compatible,

and the broken shards of yours call for mine,

as if we could fix each other into a supernova.

often stuck in a single thought that won't clear for days,

the one that gets recycled into different scenarios,

the what-ifs and the resistance that holds onto hope.

drowning deeper into a rabbit hole,

filled with the many fantasies and nightmares your name causes,

for the excitement and the anxieties you bring are those of books,

stories even the author cannot fathom into reality--

so ethereal and filled with conflict and climaxes out of this realm...

but it's all inside that little head of mine,

the one that dreams but never acts.