Feelings On Paper

how unnerving

i have a dreadful feeling that everything is going to fall apart.

that all the yes's are maybes and all the maybes are nos.

that soon will always be later and tomorrow will never come.

yesterday never happened and today never cycles through.

that the sun rises only to fall again and the moon lights up a little less bright than the last night.

that the stars are unmoving yet nearing their supernova.

that everything i do is in vain but nothing can be much more and everything is not enough

temporary has become permanent and permanent does not exist in my mind.

everything comes to an end and the end is ever so lightly making its very beginning.