". Vo mom n bola h ki Humein do din m kedarnaath k liye nikalna h". Sidharth told Shehnaaz who was sitting on the bed reading a book.
"Hmmm.. I know Maa n bataya tha". She hummed without even looking at her husband who just entered the room.
"Hmmmmm...kapde rakh do tum Saare parso nikalna h". He said removing his tie and shoes sitting on the edge of the bed.
" mene apne rakh diye h... Tum apne rakhlena khud...". She replied completely unbothered by his presence.
"tumhari problem kya h yrrr.... Kal se dekh raha hu m..... Pehle Bhi to sab chal rha tha na.... Peechle ek saal se sab chal rha tha... To ab kya dikkat horhi h tumhe..... Hnnn". Sidharth walked toward her and snatched the book from her hand making her gasp.
"tum exactly chahte kya ho mujhe bataoge..... Mujhe samjh nhi aarha h.... Kbhi tum bolte ho ki tumse dur rahu... Tumhari cheezein na chuyu... Or ab jb m kr rhi hu essa to tum pe bardaasht nhi horha h.....". She reverted back.
"ab bologe bhi ya esse bhooth banke khade rahoge..... Jb Jawaab maango to Jawaab nhi hote h tumhare pass". She poked his chest with her finger standing up from the bed.
"hannn.. Nhi h mere Paas Jawaab.... Nhi h bilkul bhi........mujhe nhi pata m kya chahta hu.... Mujhe nhi pta h.... Mujhe tumse naa chahte huye bhi farak padta h.... Nhi chaahta tha tumhare Saath rehna pr dikkat hoti h ab mujhe ye soch ke... Kyu nhi pta yrrr... Nhi h Jawaab.... Samjh nhi aata h kya tumko.... ". He screamed on her making her quite.
" or mujhe pata h tumhe mujhse Baat krne m koi intrest h nhi..... To bss itna hi bolunga ki ye jo attitude tum mujhe de rhi ho ye udhar jaakr mt dena kisiko.... " saying this went inside the washroom slamming the door loudly making her flinch.
She literally can't understand what this man actually wanted.
" m koi attitude nhi dikha rhi hu.... Samjh aai ". She screamed
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" tera dimaag sadd chuka h kya yrrr.... Ullu k pathe....". Sumit screamed on him over the phone.
"abeee mereko nhi pata... Tu to atleast samjh..... vo to samjhti nhi h".. Sidharth said.
" hnn jaise tune usse bhot mauke diye h na khudko samajhne k..... Akal k andhe.... Or ye tu Shehnaaz pr isliye nhi bhadka h kyuki uska attitude itna different tha... Tujhe ye Pehle se hi pta ki vo tujhse Baat nhi karegi jo tune harqat kri h.... Ye tu jaanta tha... Tujhe zyada dikkat Iss Baat se huyi h ki Sanchi apni zindagi m khush kyu h or tu kyu nhi.... ". Sumit said, he knew Sidharth way too much the minute he told him about everything he knew exactly what happened to him.
" ab Jabaan kholega apni.... Ya esse chup hi rahega.... Mujhe pata h m galat nhi bol rha hu.... Tu let go kyu nhi kr paa rha h yrr... Tu apne Saath Saath uss ladki ko bhi barbaad krdega Sidharth Yaad rakhna ye Baat......".
"mujhe nhi pta yrr Sumit kya Baat h ya kya nhi pr vo esse nhi reh sakti h yrrr... Shehnaaz or m zyada Baat nhi krte the Pehle Bhi pr ab ye Baat chubh rahi h... Mujhe....". Sidharth explained himself.
"to yrr Baat kr na usse... Teri hi biwi h... Kiraye pr nhi laya h tu.... M kahu to usse Sanchi k baare m Baat krke dekh.... Mujhe puri ummeed h vo samjhegi tujhe....".
"hum Baat krte hi to lad lete h....". Sidharth said in a dissappointed tone.
"to ye to tum dono hi theek karoge na... Communication tum ho to karoge.... Jaise mujhe apni problem bhokhta h vaise usko bhi izzat se bata dega to daura nhi padega tujhe.....or jo rasmalai bhula h tu... Apni ex ki vajeh se.. Kal bhagwan k liye khareed lio agar apni Shaadi bachani h to......Or m tujhse Baad m Baat karunga...vrna meri Shaadi khatre m aajaayegi... Meri pregnant biwi mujhe bula rhi h... Nhi gya to ghar se bahar hu m.... Kal Baat krta hu m... ". With that Sumit ended the conversation.
" hnn hnn Jaa ". Sidharth said smiling a bit.
As soon as the phone call ended Sidharth took a deep breath knowing he messed the messed up situation all more. He need to be really calm while talking to his wife, he want to give himself a chance, he want to live happily, happily with his mom and his wife. It was all his fault till now and he want to compensate it.
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" manhoos h tu manhoos.... Mujhe to samjh nhi aata h ki Rita ji n essa kya hi dekh liya tujhme..... Jo tujhe apne ghar ki bahu banane ko taiyaar h vo...."
" tu kisiko khush rakh hi nhi sakti h... Jiski bhi kismat m hogi na tu vo dukhi hi rahega humesha... "
" tujh jaisi ladki ko kbhi khushi naseeb nhi ho sakti h.. "
" sahi Kehte the papa aap.. Nhi ho sakti mujhe khushi naseeb kabhi bhi.... ". Shehnaaz let her tears fall freely remembering the taunts her father spat everytime over her face.
She was sitting on the ground in the balcony folding her legs till her chest and digging her face in her knees.
" na hi kbhi aapko khush kr paai... Or na hi yaha pr Sidharth ko.... Vo to jbse m unki zindagi m aai hu dukhi hi h..."
"itni to buri nhi hu yrr m bhi". She said looking up at the sky. She was emotionally drained. She need break from everything and everyone.
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Sorry sorry sorry... Bhot late hogya I know... Aage se pkka try karungi ki time pr update du...
