Hidden Secrets

23- Australian Gp

We've arrived at the track, it's 1pm and there's already tons of fans walking around

Max got pole, being in the garage with just that was loud enough, I can't imagine the noise when he wins races

Carlos is in P2, Charles P3, with George in P4 for the race, it started to rain pretty hard and the race starts in 20 minutes so on top of driving the fastest cars in the world, they have to do it in the rain. Fantastic.

I'm still pissed at Charles for how he acted yesterday, I mean come on, he was just as bad as some 16 year old jealous, emotional, teenager

I made sure to stick around Max to make sure I didn't accidentally run into him alone again, afraid that i'd snap and yell at him, he indirectly called me a whore basically, atleast how I understood the antics

'Whichever guy that is'

I'm most definitely not the type of person to be jumping from guy to guy hell i'm still fucking stuck on him

Whatever, i'm over it, screw him.

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"AND ITS LIGHTS OUT AND AWAY WE GO HERE IN AUSTRALIA" I quickly direct my attention back to the screen in the garage

Max keeps the lead into turn one, with Carlos close behind, the screen moves showing George and Charles, Charles is barely leading, the two side to side, George doesn't back down going into turn two he turns into Charles, I gasp when the mist from the tires against the wet track finally disperses, revealing Charles' car flying up into the air at the contact with the Mercedes, flipping over twice before smashing into a barrier

Fuck.

"Is he alright?!" I quickly look around, a race engineer turns to me, "They're checking, I guess his radio is out" my eyes start to water, why is everyone so fucking calm?!!

Lucas- "I'm sure he's fine why are you so freaked out?"

I quickly get up, I can't deal with red bull, i'm not relying on a team that fucking hates Charles to tell me about his well-being

I can't control my eagerness, running directly into the Ferrari garage, ignoring Lucas as he calls out my name, once I get to the red building I start asking people, I feel myself start to shake, worried that he isn't alright

"Ma'am, you can't be in here"

"I don't care" I start shaking my head, walking to the wall where there's a line of chairs, each one filled with a person wearing headphones

I walk up recognizing his team principle that introduced himself to me in Bahrain as Fred

"Has he talked?" My voice cracks, I can't stop shaking

He simply shakes his head, his eyes looking just as concerned as I feel

"How can no one know if he's okay?!"

My vision is wavering, my surroundings blurring

Fred- "You'll be the first to know when we find out, medical is getting to him right now"

I only nod, not sure if I have the energy for much else as i'm to busy worrying

I'm now pacing, my breathing is uneven, I don't know why i'm so stressed

What if he's not okay? If anything happens to him and he still thinks we're in an argument

fuck. no. helena don't think about that.

Fred- "Helena! He's okay, he should be here soon" A wave of relief goes straight through me at his words although I can't stop freaking out

I need to see him, to physically look at him and make sure that he's actually okay, my chest is rising and falling rapidly, my mind clouded as my eyes bounce through the garage to try and catch the exact moment he comes into view, my hands are shaking, scratching my leg to attempt to heal some of my stress