Control Freak | Ethan

1.

I'm sitting in my room looking at my laptop and i find myself looking at Ethan's Twitter page. Im a fan girl it's normal to stalk him but then i think to myself

this is literally the 30th time I've refreshed his page and nothing. I

I don't know why I have the hope that he will tweet something that will shake my world

I had recently met him and Grayson at his show and ever since then I feel that I'm more than a fan. I feel a connection but it's been 2 weeks and he still doesn't tweet anything about liking a fan and I've had hope that he will.

Flashback:
Britt : omg Reyni you're next I'll record the whole thing for you

Me : dude I'm so nervous what if they make an ugly face at me or something
Britt : shut up no they won't you're being ridiculous

She pushes me towards them and I stand there in shock in front of them.

Holy fuck. They're so tall and handsome. OMG! their jawlines this is real it's happening

Grayson turns at me and gives me a big smile. I look over at Ethan and he's still saying goodbye to the fan they were with before me. I smile back at Grayson and go in for a big hug.

Omg he's so cut wtf

He let's me go and I really don't want to but then I remember Ethan is waiting for me . I look over at Ethan and i catch Ethan starring at my butt. I can feel myself getting red. He nervously combes his hair back with his hand and says "Hi beautiful" "Hi Ethan" I respond. I make eye contact with him and all you see is his green brown eyes sparkling. He pulls me in for the biggest hug ever. I place my hand in his back between his shoulder blades

His back muscles are so real omg this boy is strong.

He places his arms around my waist and I suddenly feel that he's elavating me from my feet and starts spinning me. I grab on to his shoulders and place my head on his shoulder letting out a giggle. He puts me down and now I'm in between both of them. "What's that you have there?" Gray asks me"oh umm it's a Lil present for you guys" I take out two necklaces that say "create" and "Matter" crossed out. You hand the necklaces to them and they take a look "wow this is amazing I love it, I'll definitely wear it" Ethan says "Wow Thank you!" Grays says. I can't help but blush and then I hand them the bag "here you guys can place it back in here so you won't loose it" i say back. The photographer says "ready" and it's like I come back to reality for a second I thought this was something casual but no I'm in the m&g and I'm actually meeting them for the first time AKDJKDKDD. "Umm yeah can you guys both carry me and give me a kiss on the cheek" "sure" they respond. They lift me off my feet and I'm in their arms feeling their chests rubbing against my arms. you feel this melting feeling running from my shoulers to my feet. They take the pictures and they let me down Ethan grabbing me by my waist once again to secure me to not to fall. I make eye contact with ethan, he raises his eyebrow (a rush of emotion rushes through my veins) I tilt my head " what " I say giggling "nothing " he smiles "bye cutie" grayson says as I head out. I look back and smile at both of them in the distance I hear "Dude stop" Ethan whispers to gray. OMSJDKS DID HE SAY THAT OR IS THAT JUST ME MAKING IT UP

(I wait for your friend outside the m&g place trying to record what I can off her m&g with them)

me : omg britt they're so intimidating and sweet

britt : I know! I can't believe it happened

you: me neither I'm shaking now

y/friend: your m&g was way longer than mine, mine was so quick! I think ethan got a Lil crush on you (she says winking)

me : omg stop no! maybe bc I had a present for them that's why it took long ?

Britt : yeah keep telling yourself that to calm down your feels (she says laughing) okay now let's go find my dad

Back to present
I've seen Ethan wear the necklace i gave him on his snapchat a couple of times. Does this mean he likes me like y/f/n said? No, stop it now he's not going to like you, you're just a fan. Oh stop being silly maybe he did really like it that's all. I find myself smiling at the thought

I get a notification of Ethan and it says "Ethan Dolan : hi " I slide the notification over to the left so I can click on the like button but to my surprise it says reply

DID HE JUST DM ME OMG NO THIS CAN'T BE

I open the DM to see if it is him and sure enough it is. I reply "hey" back so that I won't seem to desperate and fangirly

OK he won't reply back

10 seconds later you get a notification. Is it Ethan? I throw myself at my phone "You're not going to be fangirly?"
What is he really asking? trying to make a conversation?
"Do you want me too?" you reply

*You might want to skim through the Ethan POV don't worry I only did up to chapter 4 like that bc I realized it was annoying. I tried to tell you guys the side of his story too but I just realized it was too much. I recommend to skim through it because I mean it gives you the feels on what he thinks of her, so yeah. This book will consist
sexual stuff so just be aware. Oh and I don't think Reyni has any idea of what she's getting herself into by talking to Ethan.

Keep on going, it gets real good. I promise. I was kinda new when I wrote this at the beginning but I've evolved and the story gets intense later on*

Have a lovely day♡