Control Freak | Ethan

3. Ethan's POV

I sit down with Gray in the audience. I feel anxious

Chill, you have to keep it in.

Gray: Are you nervous to see her
Me: Well I'm excited
Gray: playing it cool, come on bro you don't have to lie to me

Of course I'm nervous and excited. I can't let people know a girl gets me nervous, if anything I make her girls nervous. But hell yeah, I can't fucking wait to see her beautiful face

"Number 33 is up performing her song titled "All we do"

Gray: I've never heard it before
Me: I've heard like 2 seconds of it when I FaceTime her that one time she was in practice
Gray: Give the girl her space man
Me: shut up she's next

As she walks up to the stage I see her beautiful face, she immediately finds me and I smile at her. I can't help to check her out. She's wearing a costume and you can get a good glimpse of her abs.

I could only imagine her without her little costume. Soon Dolan, soon...

Gray: dude wtf she's so flexible
Me: hmm
Gray: what are you having images of you doing kinky fuckery with her flexibility
Me: Yes I am, let me enjoy this

I see her eyes tearing up as she dances, somehow I feel like the words are for me and she's dancing the pain I put her through out.

"All we do is hide away" as those lyrics play I see her doing a movement symbolizing that I'm pushing her away. Is that how she feels?

"I've been upside down, I don't want to be the right way round, come find paradise on the ground" She finishes her solo sobbing as those lyrics play. Is this her way of telling me she wants this to end.

the thought makes me sad.

Gray: What's wrong?
Me: She doesn't want me
Gray: Are you kidding me bro, of course she wants you, she's willing to be with you and having to deal not being able to show you off? That's fucking torture man. I think she's crazy for you!

I take grays words into thought and I immediately call her by now she should have her phone

"Hello" she responds right away
"You were amazing, everyone in the crowd was tearing"
"Thank you, where are you"
"Patience baby, meet me in the cafe in 5"

Of course she likes me, or else she wouldn't be this eager. Come on Ethan she already told you she likes you, stop it with your over thinking

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I see Reyni standing looking for me. She turns to me. Her face lightens up as she starts to run towards me. I open up my arms and as she comes in between, my heart fills with joy.

I swing her around just like the first time. I put her down and I stare into her eyes. Theyre lighten up, she has brown eyes, but with a little green to them, kinda like mine. Except on her they're irresistible

Me: "It's been so long"
Her: "I know
I pull her out of my arms and grab her face
Me: "I can finally do this"

I kiss her. Soft and sweet. I slowly start pushing my tongue inside her, and she welcomes me inside. I kiss her slow and long savoring every inch of her. Shes tastes so heavenly. She tastes like gum and water also . Poor thing, she probably can't eat before a performance. She pulls away.

Her: We should go somewhere else
Me: Yeah before anyone recognizes me, at what time do you have to come back ?
Her: Well they don't say awards until 4 hours
Me: Perfect
Her: Come let's go
Me: where are we going?
Her: I have 4 hours to be with you, I'm not wasting any second
Me: Perfect