The Girl In Black (Jungkook FanFic)

Moving On

Jungkook's POV

The situation was getting out of control until I had to be dragged away from that place. Man, this is so hard. I know I've been used to such situation, but I'm never okay with it. I mean, who will? I felt my chest suffocating while myself struggling to sneak out of the crowds. I saw the bodyguards were almost losing their temper and shouted at one of the girls who grabbed my cloth like crazy as I was getting pass them. Why did it have to be like this? We could just shake hands and be like normal idols and fans. And now it's getting harder to find that girl. Great, I'll never get to see her.

I was walking with a few bodyguards surrounding me after the chaos. They're bringing me back to the members. But man, I want to see that girl. Maybe It's true. We're clearly not meant to be and obviously not suit each other. What was I thinking before this? Stupid.

Just as I looked up, I saw Rap Mon hyung coming closer to me.

"Hyung, what are you doing here?" I asked.

"Hey dummy, you don't even know how to speak English then you wanted to see her alone? I'm coming with you." He called me 'dummy'? But it's true by the way. I need him to help me talk to that girl. But that didn't matter because I changed my mind already. 

"Oh? Thanks. But I don't think I'm ever going to see her. Maybe she's left." I looked down, proceeding my steps.

"No, she's not."

My pace stopped. "What?"

"Look around, dude." Was he kidding me? I turned around and my eyes widen.

She's there. Oh my God, she's actually right there, at the end of the hallway with a man who's probably one of the bodyguards and another girl beside her. I knew it's her from what she's wearing. I didn't think of what on earth was she doing right there but all I know is that it's really her. She didn't notice me as she was facing sideways towards me. And she was looking at the bodyguard. I started walking towards her, my pace was fast but a few steps after that, I stopped. I closed my eyes for a while and let out a sigh.

No, this is not right. I have never ever imagined that I will fall for a Muslim girl. And this feeling, probably is just because of my hormones. Rap Mon hyung was right. I don't actually like her. Besides, who falls for someone that quick without even knowing how the face looks like? And I just met her today. This is nothing. I have to move on, continue my life as a Bangtan member and none of this ever happened.

Forget her! It's nothing! I turned back again, towards Rap Mon hyung and continued to walk pass him. "Come on, hyung. I changed my mind." I noticed his confused face and he ran a little bit to walk beside me. The bodyguards were following us from behind.

"Jungkook-ah, what are you saying? That's her, right?"

"Yes, hyung. It's her. But I changed my mind. Let's go back." I said, still continuing my steps.

"What? But why?"

I stopped, facing him. "You're right, hyung. I don't like her. It's just something about my hormones. I don't know her and I don't even see her face. How could I possibly like her? This is insane. I shouldn't have thought about her that much." I shook my head.

"No, Jungkook. I know you do like her."

"I do? But you said..."

"Yes, but after watching how you act and all, I can see it. I've known you for ages, bro. I know if you like someone. And believe me, no matter how crazy it seems like, just trust your heart. It chooses who it wants to love. How 'bout just give it a try. Who knows? Not today, maybe next time you can get to her." He put his hand on my shoulder and patted it. "But you don't wanna lose this opportunity forever, right?"