Desire

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I grabbed it and thought long and hard before unlocking it.

"Should I do this?"

"Is this fair?"

"I mean, I should look so that I don't feel guilty" all of these thoughts ran through my head before I just said "fuck it and unlocked it.

I went straight for the text messages and clicked on the 1st thread between someone named D.J.

K: Man, she knows something is up.

D: You gotta come clean bro, Amanda is her best friend. You have to figure this out.

My fucking heart dropped, AMANDA? My best friend of 10 years? I left that thread and sure enough, I came across Amanda's thread which he labeled under her initials, "A.C" texts were as recent as last night

A: Where are you? Everything ok?

K:Yes, I'm fine. Having dinner with Dee tonight.

A:Keith, we have to tell her. This sneaking around is becoming too much. I don't want to hurt her.

K: just give me time. This isn't easy.

I fell to the floor. My best friend was fucking my husband. "What the fuck?" I cried out. I can't believe this shit.

I didn't move from that spot for 30 minutes. I could deal with cheating but what I couldn't deal with is the betrayal from Amanda. I have cried to this bitch, vented to her, told her everything and for her to snake me? I was in such a state of shock. I knew it would be a matter of time before Keith come home to get his phone. I wanted him to believe I was gone. I got myself together, parked my car 4 miles away and walked home to hide in the guest bedroom. Around 8, Keith arrives back home and noticed the missed calls, I could hear him on his way out the door

"Amanda, I'm on my way".

I quickly text Frank... "Not gonna make it in today. Sorry!"

I was going to catch them in the act.