JAYDA POV/ Me and loyal have been getting closer and closer . Like we're literally inseparable he really like my bsf . We got to know each other. He took me on some dates . I met his mom . His dad was dead but other than that his momma was like a momma I never had . I mean I know miracle my step mama but she don't act like it. I honestly can care less as long as me and my daddy cool. He just took me out for breakfast yesterday so that was good . I took my finals and passed . I was so excited. We all went out to celebrate and everyone met loyal . But for some reason sencere don't like him . I guess cause he think loyal trying to take his lil friend spot. But that wasn't the case if we decided to be together then so be it . Speaking of jay he supposed to be getting out of rehab tonight and everyone is going to go get him . Yes including me but , I won't be saying anything. I hope he don't think we just finna be cool cause that's totally not the moves . I told loyal about it and he was just telling me that I should forgive him . But i have to let him prove to me that he means everything and I just won't ever forget . Well see cause I like to hold grudges. That's one thing I do . But I'm working on that so .
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I'm huge as fuck . This baby should be coming any day now . I can't wait to see my lil Santana. But now I'm in the car with honesty and ej driving to go get jay .
This drive was taking forever because I kept making them stop at stores and stuff . Hey I mean I am pregnant . What do they expect.
" we're here " ej said
Everyone was pulling up getting out they cars waiting on him to come out .
He came out everyone was running towards him . Besides me and Lisa . Don't nobody really know what happened between us . They just happy to see they friend back I don't blam them . He looked up at me and tears started to run down his face . Man I just wanna hug him because I know he didn't mean it but he hurt me and I just can't . I turned around and just got back in the car . Trying so hard to not let these tears escape but fuck it I'm hurt . I can't just look at him knowing what he said and did to me .
Everyone got in there cars and drove off . They were planning on taking jay out to eat for a welcome home but I told ej I wasn't feeling good and to just drop me off at home . Of course he did as I told him .
1 hour later
I went in my house running me a nice hot bath . Just soaking and thinking about everything. Till I heard a knock at my door . I put my robe on and went to see who is at my door at this time of night already knowing it was loyal . I just opened the door.
" dame now what if I was a killer" he said coming in locking my door
" welp I would have been a dead bitch" I said not really caring
" woww what's up with you" he said following me to my room
" nothing I just been thinking about a lot , u mind turning around so I can get back in my bath" I asked
He turned around
" this is about jay huh" he asked
" yeah it's just I can't do it I can't just sit there and act all happy and like I wanna be around him after what he did . " I said
" I know I feel you but it's life jayda people makes mistakes " he said
" yea but he went to far this time I don't think I can go back" I said
He turned around and came and sat next to my tub and ran his fingers through my hair . I love when he do that it calms me down for some reason.
" I hear you just think about you and your baby ok no more jay" he said
" ok" I responded and through my head back letting him continue going through my hair .
JAY POV / It hurt my feelings knowing that I made jayda this way. I got the help I needed and came back and the person I truly love hates me . And I don't blame her look what I put her through . Imma make it up to her some way . I got a son on the way I'll be dames if another nigga play step daddy to my son. As I was in deep thought about this whole situation.
" yo you ok " sincere asked me
" yea just jayda " I responded
" yea just give her some time " he said patting my back
" but my nigga you back " he said hugging me
" yea nigga I'm back" I said hugging him back
" aye let me holla at you for a sec" ej said to me stepping to the back
" yo." I said before this nigga punched me in my shit
" ahh yo nigga what the fuck" I said in pain as I dropped to the floor
" you lucky it wasn't yo face you done said and did some fucked yo ass shit too my little sister man I know you ain't mean it but man you fucked up bad next time it won't be my first it's gon be my glock in yo ass .get up nigga" he said helping me up
" I know and I gotta make it up " I said still holding my stomach
" nigga better hurry or it might just be too late for that" he said leaving the room
I wonder what he meant by that . But I went back to the others . Everyone kicking it eating .
2 hours later
Everyone leaving and I forgot that . We don't live in that house no more . I sold it before I left .
" yo ej can I stay with you " I asked naw nigga go get right with yo shorty
" you right this can be a start hopefully she don't beat my ass again" I said nervously making him laugh
" come on with yo scary ass " he said getting in the car
I got in and he speeded off .
" look like you need some pussy man" ej said glancing at me
" Shid who you telling but naw imma chill till I get things on good track with me and jayda" I responded
" I hear you " he said
30 min later
Here . He gave me some keys and told me her apartment number and what floor she was on . I don't know about this but I gotta try . I got to the top floor walking towards her door . I unlocked her door and looked around . This shit nice . I seen my son room . Man I can't wait till he get here . It was only one room left other than the bathroom . This gotta be jayda room . I opened the door . And seen a her and a nigga cuddled up .
"YO WHAT THE FUCK" I loudly yelled ...... to be continued
