I'm ready to let go~//y.sh × s.sj

Chapter 19

Soojin's POV

I woke up not feeling so good.

I still have fever.

I turn to the otherside of my bed when I saw a tray of food and medicine.

With a note.

"Unnie, eat and drink your medicine. And if you will see the news, just stay strong.We're here for you. Especially me. I'm just outside text me if you need something."

-Yeh Shuhua

What is she talking about? News?

I immediately checked my phone and I received messages from our CEO and our Manager.

And Hui.

There are so many messages from people who I know.

From PD-nim
:I released a statement about you two. Go to my office later.

I just sighed.

I ate and drank what Shuhua prepared for me.

I really don't wanna see the messages first and my soc med.

I get out of the room while carrying the tray and the trash and they we're all staring at me.

I headed towards the trash bin and threw the trash.

"Are you okay?" Soyeon asked while patting me in the back.

I just nodded I don't want to talk to anyone first.I still have a fever.

"Unnie? Are you now okay? Did you drink the medicine and ate the food?" Shuhua asked while looking at me.

"Yes." I shortly answered.

"I'll go now in the company. CEO wants to meet me." I said

I changed clothes and called my manager to pick me up to head at the company.

I arrived at the company.

I entered the office of our chairman.

"Seo Soojin, I know that we forcefully made you date right? But I didn't knew that you'll fall for each other. For a week or so, I'll release a statement that you to have broken up to protect your career. Especially yours, you're still a rookie group." Our CEO said while drinking some wine.

"You still can date but secretly." He added.

I just nodded at him

"Okay you may leave." He said while smiling.

Soojin's POV

At the dorm

I arrived at the dorm.

They we're all dead ass silent.

I just entered my room. And I saw Shuhua. But she didn't even greeted me. She changed a lot.

I took off my coat and I just lay in my bed. I took my phone and I saw Hui messaged me.

From Boo❤
:Soojin, let's meet up later.

To Boo❤
:Okay.

After that I just scrolled thru my soc med.

I saw Shuhua getting out of her bed and she is going out of our room.

Where will she go? I asked myself.

Well you shouldn't care self.

I just shrugged it off.

Minutes Later..

Shuhua came back with a guitar.

She then sat in her bed and play the guitar.

I didn't mind it at all but I heard a beautiful voice singing.

I've been trying to forget you, but I can't
You made a fool it ain't cool
It's like there's something missing in my life
Maybe it's you
It is you

I just can't, can't get you out of head
You're the reason that I wakeup in my bed

I got you stuck in my mind
Can't get out
Can't get out
Please get out

I got you stuck in my mind
Can't get out
Can't get out
Please get out

I didn't expect you to like me back
I'm a mess, I'm a fool don't know how to act
With you
When I'm with you

I'm amazed with her beautiful voice.

But the song, it hurts. I know she is pertaining to me.

"Woah~ You can play the guitar Shuhu-yah?" I asked cause I'm amazed.

"Well not really. I can only play it when there's something lingering or bothering or something good happened to me." She said

"Oh nice." I just said.

She then continue on singing and playing the guitar.

'Cause it's 12:51
And I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright
But I gotta dry these tears tonight
'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

And I saw you with him
Didn't think you'd find another
And my world just seemed to crash
Shouldn't have thought that this would last

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night

She sang that. Those lyrics are so damn hurtful.

I can't listen to it anymore. So I put on my airpods and I turn on the full volume and then listen to songs. Our songs specially.

Minutes later..

Shuhua tapped me in the back

"Unnie, dinner is ready."

She then left so I did get out of my bed and sit on the dining table.

We just ordered some pizza.

We are full of laughters and stories when we are eating.

Shuhua and I stayed quiet while the four girls are happily laughing and sharing stories.

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