I'm ready to let go~//y.sh × s.sj

Chapter 23

Shuhua's POV

I came back inside our room and I just sat at my bed and played the guitar.

I'm feeling happy more than ever today. Cause me and Soojin are going back to normal. I became a little more affectionate towards her.

But before I played the guitar,

"Unnie, can I play  the guitar?" I asked her while closing the door of our room while holding the guitar.

"Yes, ofcourse. You don't need to ask." She said while she is just focused at her phone.

Then I played the guitar and sang one of my favourite happy songs.

Jeogi meolliseo badaga deullyeo
Kkumeul geonneoseo supul neomeoro
Seonmyeong haejineun geugoseuroga

Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria
Euphoria
Euphoria
Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria

Euphoria
Euphoria
Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria
Euphoria
Euphoria
Close the door now
When I'm with you I'm in utopia

I heard Soojin Unnie humming with me.

"Unnie! You  like this song too?" I said while sitting at the edge of her bed.

"Of course. It's Hui and I favorite song." She said with a bitter smile on her face.

Oh of course she can't still get over with Hui. I said to myself.

I stood up and I was about to return the guitar.

But Soojin Unnie,

"Why? Where are you going?" She said while holding my hands

"I will give back Minnie Unnie the guitar, I'm now not in the mood to play guitar." I said while taking away my hands from her grip.

I went to Minnie and Miyeon's room  then I  came back to our room.

I just scroll thru my phone. I'm not in the mood. I thought I was ready to let go my feelings for her. I thought I wouldn't get hurt if she will mention his name again.

But I can't, I'm weak when it comes to her.

"Shu~" I heard a soft voice that called me.

I turn around and I saw Soojin Unnie.

"Only those who loves and whom I love calls me that." I said with a cold tone.

She was leaning towards me but I ignored her.

I saw her face being guilty and sad.

So I was taken back.

"I'm sorry Unnie. I'm not in the mood to talk." I said

"It's okay. I'm sorry too." Soojin said and then she go back to her bed and lay down.

I covered my whole body with a blanket.

And I didn't realized that I quickly doze off to sleep. I love my sleep ehe

Soojin's POV

I heard Shuhua playing with the guitar and singing Euphoria. 

It was Hui and I favorite song. 

Flashback..

When he is courting me.

He invited me into his condominium and we just watched some movies.

After watching movies. He head towards his piano and he played Euphoria for me.

After that scene, I fell in love with him more deeper.

He really looks good while playing the piano and belting out those notes.

End of flashback.

I came back to my thoughts because Shuhua sat at the edge of my bed.

"Unnie! You like this song too?" She said 

"Of course. It's Hui and I favorite song." I said with a bitter smile cause I remembered our moments together that time.

Shuhua stood up and she was about to return the guitar.

But I grabbed her wrist.

"Why? Where are you going?" I said while holding her hands

"I will give back Minnie Unnie the guitar, I'm now not in the mood to play guitar." She said while taking away her arms from my grip.

She changed her mood because I mentioned Hui,shit.

She then got out of the room and I thought she will not comeback right away.

But she got back but she didn't gave me attention she just go straight to her bed and scroll thru her mobile phone.

I was guilty on making her mood change.

So I go to her bed and I decided to talk to her.

"Shu~" I said with a soft voice.

She turned.

"Only those who loves and whom I love calls me that." She said with a cold tone.

Don't you love me now Shuhua? I love you too.

I was leaning towards me but she ignored me.

"I'm sorry Unnie. I'm not in the mood to talk." She said

"It's okay. I'm sorry too." I  said and then I go back to my bed and lay down.

I turned my body on the other side I can't see her getting hurt.

It was silent but the quiet surrounding got interrupted by someone who is calling thru someone's phone. 

I checked my phone but it's not mine maybe it's Shuhua's

I just ignored it cause she will hear it.

The phone can't stop ringing so I got out of my bed and I tapped Shuhua's shoulder,she covered her whole body with the blanket.

I saw the one who is calling

Babyyy is calling..

Who is she or he?

I got irritated and kinda jealous. 

I aggressively tapped her shoulders cause she isn't waking up.

She took out the blanket that was on her

"Why?! What happened?" She asked while panicking

"Your phone keeps on ringing, Babyy is calling. Who is it?" I asked but I realized what I said

"Oh never--" I was cutted off by Shuhua.

"It's Elkie." She said while sitting on her bed and smiling.

"A-are you two dating now?" I asked while stuttering

Why did I stuttered? 

She then became silent.

"Nevermind,don't answer it." I said then I proceeded to my bed

I was staring at the ceiling for too long.Thinking about what happened earlier.

Then these questions started popping in my mind

Are they dating?

Why am I feeling like this?

bullshit.