exactly like the title says, except there will be rumbling too. will have AUs of other Series, just probably won't be as common.
i found a fixation & by origin am i making it known.
there isn't enough steve fanfics that isn't just favremysabre on he...
The Start of it All :) CB has a.. strange way of perceivin' things. reminder: everything CB knows is from Balance's trauma, and barely his memories.
also. the shorten name for this au basically bein' a scream is. it fits. luv that for it x3
CW: blood(?) . mentions of injuries
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It wakes.
Its(?) eyes open, and it is seeing.
It doesn't understand. It doesn't understand why it see and hear, why it can feel. Why does it? How does it?
It sees, its eyes focuses, something it has never done, was never needed. It sees green, blue, brown, and gold.
... No, that isn't right. Why would there be gold?
It stood, it's standing. It's blinking, its vision blurs as it tries to see. Why does it feel? Where is Balance? Where did its Host go?
There's something in its grasp, it realises. Sometimes cold, something solid. It feels familiar, something it knows its Host has held before, but not always of his will.
Something is stained against it, it feels. It's rolling off of it, it hears it hit the ground and it's dripping. It's covered in liquid. It doesn't feel like water, Balance felt it enough to know what water is like. So what is it?
Its head move, and it focus again. There isn't air, there isn't wind. The trees aren't moving, something is wrong. This isn't where it should be, where is it? This isn't a forest, This isn't Reality.
Where is Balance? Where is He?
⠀ It tries to move what it's holding onto, and it couldn't. It tugs, and something seeps. It stops, and looked down.
It finds Balance.
Its golden blade in its Host, gold seeping from his body. His hands holding onto its weapon, it sees itself dripping from his hands, yet he held. He's barely breathing.
His eyes are blue and darker, and barely open.
That can't be right.
This can't be right.
This can't be right, it can't, how can it? How could it?
What has it done? Why has it done? Why? What did it just do? Why can't it remember? Why can't it recall? Why? Why? Why why why why why no it this can't no no no nonononon_
no
no, it can't. it won't. this won't be the end. it won't let it. it won't.
