strangled thoughts

5/29/17 10:26am

When I thought I saw you today
My heart stopped (not joking it felt like it did)
But I felt it beating faster when it wasn't you
You don't even know how stupid I feel
Honestly
I hate you so much
it's a wonder what I ever saw in you

My head really hurts
How can this be a poetry book if I don't even try to rhyme or come up with anything good?