strangled thoughts

6/27/19 1:56am

i'll just let you know
i would rather go
than stay
but if that's not okay
i'll wait another day
for you to call
i never hear your voice
it feels so devoid
out in space
cry for help but know
i would rather go
than stay

i can feel this so i'll grasp it though it hurts until it's gone tomorrow
goodnight but not really