idk what day this was written but that's the time it was
—
2:08am
rightly so i'll let you go
so how dare you come back to find me?
you know temptation, this altercation
it'll fight us until we don't fight back
then it's fierce adoration
aggravating grasps until the lights have been out
and i don't know how much time has passed
am i awake, asleep?
you've found your way beside me
and i don't need a light to guide me the wrong way home
i know what we've done
but will they?
can they know how far i'll go
to stop my pain
existent only because you didn't
i will say i've missed this feeling
you look very appealing
in blue light
thanks for showing up
showing how i messed up
on someone as wonderful as you
night kiss me and make me whole
—
this is a poem i wrote in this journal i keep song ideas and any thoughts/poems that come to my head.
they are very weird and could freak you out so this is a mild one because i can't get this person out of my head. it's aight tho i'm chill
