hey man i'm not doing okay 👍🏻
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when i look at you i feel these memories that we never shared and i feel you touch my arm when you never have and see you look at me like you never did
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literally got hit with these feelings just now but i swear they've never happened. maybe in a dream but even then it feels too familiar to be a dream?
now that i've looked things up i could possibly be a maladaptive daydreamer😳 who knows though just saying i have this "memory" in my head that is not real but it feels extremELY real
i should sleep but i can't yet
