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the person in my dreams always seems happier than me
but how could this be
if it's supposed to be me?
why do i dream of a better tomorrow
when today is a promised moment of sorrow?
something new to mourn for
so i'd rather just stay in my head
with every moment i spend as yours
compared to the everlasting dread
that are my waking days
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things are changing now but i don't feel any of it
saw someone in my dreams again that i haven't seen in a while so what is that supposed to mean? was it even my own dream or theirs? idk i'm going to sleep maybe i'll find out
