Long Entry please just read it all
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Lying here thinking what could've happened
And what never was
Hurts
Of all the nights
Why is this the one I long for you the most?
I never wanted to lose you
As if I ever had you
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All these places I wanted to go to with you
The states
The towns
All the little things
walking together
staying at hotels
to wake up in paradise
All of these things
Pointless
When all I wanted was you
( but I couldn't even accomplish that)
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*haiku*
Reaching for the light
That I thought was in your eyes
Hurts more than the sun
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My heart used to skip a beat when I saw you
Now it just skips every feeling in general
The first three are about one person and the last one is about someone else. The haiku I got some inspo from the green light in the Great Gatsby(he deserved better)
And the sentence in parenthesis in the second one I didn't really wanna add but the same time i did so it's still apart of it
Thanks for reading if you did it's been awhile but I might post more that it's summer and I'll be in my feels more now that I have time to lol
