you're literally all I want
so where are you when nights like this get to me?
Hi it's been awhile but I'm so tired of everything and I just feel like I'm falling apart with no way of stopping except for cutting off every feeling like this which normally happens without my wanting it to so idk
I'm sorry I'm ranting and putting all of this out in the internet but I feel this is my "safe place" to scream inside my head and have strangers read what I feel
I'll be okay eventually but right now I can't stand it
