strangled thoughts

1/3/20 5:56am

i'm sorry
that these are the only words we can say
you stopped showing up here again
i'm sorry
i forgot about you
i didn't mean to
i'm sorry
i didn't see you
your last few weeks here
i didn't know they were your last.
they don't say much about you
they pretend you were never here
i know you
so i'm sorry
i forgot

hey i'm going to sleep now 😳 what a fool i am
also happy new year first one of the year