strangled thoughts

7/20/19 4:06am

stop so i can realize
what it is that's on my mind
this is not me you're talking to
if only i could tell you, if only i knew
you can hear the voice that's talking
i swear it used to be mine
i'm not sorry if this is shocking
i just won't give you the time
i want you to remember
before you try to blink
what this would've meant for me
if only i could think

this took too long for it to come out mediocre like this
sorry i'm not here rn so it's not the best