it's been a month or so i'm back but losing my sense of sanity so this "poem" more so a string of random words won't make sense but they still do somehow
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i've been thinking about it a little too much
the pain it would cause a little too much
the mere thought creates a tension
in my brain behind this skull
trapped just wanting to feel something more than what it already does
can't comprehend anything anymore
time is moving faster than my blinking eyes
i don't want to continue
but i wake up every morning
because we must continue
until there's something more
thought there may never be
something more
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so many things i feel and for what just to not feel them anymore
