Sixteen And Pregnant (Pregnant with the players baby)

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I want to adress an important note, bullying. A lot of people are being bullied and I fucking hate it. People who bully are just plain wrong! You are killing people here! And it need to STOP. I want to tell y'all a short story real quick. Ive been bullied since I was three. Older kids would always getting on me and everyone would say my sister is so much prettier than me, and people still think that. (she's two and a half year younger) So anyways I was really skinny and awkward looking when I went into sixth grade. I still haven't developed like most of the girls who had big boobs or a big ass (or both). I had a skinny face and a big forehead, frizzy curly hair, overly tall, and basically looked like a typical sterotyped nerd.

At first I made friends ( or the people I thought where my friends) and I was happy, it lasted about a month. Romors spread like a hot fire and people thought I had lice, that I stuffed my bra and that I never brushed my hair. Also something about me being homeless and lesbian.  People said I was dirty. Than they came up with this thing in the bus (and even my bff at the time joined in) they made up this fake name called "Bob" and said it was a guy with greasy hair, body lice, gay, hairy, and stunk like shit. At first I was happy the attention was off of me and joined in on the teasing. I thought it was Okay since the person didn't rife my bus and "he" would never know I joined in on the teasing. Than people started calling me "Bob" and sending me Facebook messages, that's when I realized I was Bob,  so the next day I addressed the issue. And you know what happened? The ring leader said "Who wants Mya to kill her self?" Everyone on the bus,  including the ring leader raised her hand, even the girl who I called my best friend did. And you know what the bus driver did? Nothing! I went home crying and kicked a hole in the wall before I grabbed a knife and ran upstairs to my bedroom (which at the time didn't have locks on it) I wrote a suicide note on Facebook so everyone would know what they driven me to. My mom just happened to be on a lunch break at work which is about eight minutes from where I live and saw the suicide note. She called my sister and told her to go to my room as she speed home. My sister opened it just as I was about to slice my throat, so before she saw the knife I threw it under my bed. my mom was home no less than two minutes later and started screaming at me, it didn't help at all.

I felt so insecure and all alone. My mom knew about the bullying but didn't know it was going to get so bad. Even though I wanted to stay home from school I still had to go. (and the bullying been going on for about five months now before I tried to kill my self)

The next day I went to the bus stop and the one girl was like

"Did you see Myas suicide not?"

And the other girl was like "No, what did it say?" and she told them. They than decided to tease me and call me an attention whore and told me I should of killed my self, that my family doesn't even love me, and it made me feel worse, but I pulled through it. Even though at this point I was cutting (no where visible  )  I still made it. My sister started calling me Bob when ever she got mad at me and it hurt like fuck. I contemplated suicide again, but I decided I'm worth more than this. I won't feed into it. Even though now I still fight anxiety and depression I know I will never let someone do that to me again. That I'm stronger than that. I want to thank these people because if it wasn't for them I wouldn't be who I am today.  I just want everyone to know you are worth more than those words and lies they feed you. You are fucking BAGORGEOUS (beyond gorgeous) and your life is worth living. inbox me if you ever need someone to talk to.

Also one more thing, please go to worthless.ugly.fat on ig and report #savingtabitha because she said if she doesn't have 300 repost she will kill her self. I know some say she wants attention, but I say she just wants to see if people actually care.