August 12, 2018
Dear Diary,
Today marks the day when our long-awaited trip to Busan finally began. As I sat alone by the window, watching people board the bus, my heart was in turmoil. The excitement of returning to my hometown clashed with the unease of knowing that Taehyung would be there, by my side.
Not alone....but with his short boyfriend.
Lost in my thoughts, I didn't notice who came to sit beside me until I heard a familiar voice saying my name. And there he was, Kim Taehyung, the boy who unknowingly holds the key to my heart. Seeing him so close, my mind went blank, and all I could do was offer a faint smile.
I looked around the bus to find that shortie who has stolen Taehyung from me but he was nowhere. I tried to stop myself from asking but couldn't. The words left my mouth on their own. I asked him where his boyfriend was trying my best to mask my jealousy but maybe he saw it through.
He eyed me suspiciously for a few moments making me feel uneasy. I tried offering a faint smile to hide my emotions but he chuckled and replied that his boyfriend is busy so he couldn't come. You can't expect me to not get happy hearing that, Diary.
The conflicting emotions swirled within me as he started talking about random things. I tried my best to stay engaged in the conversation, but my heart couldn't help but betray me. I found myself lost in the beauty of his face, mesmerized by his eyes that seemed to hold galaxies within them, and the soothing sound of his voice that sent shivers down my spine.
He was so close, and yet, he felt miles away from my reach. The happiness of having him next to me was tinged with the heartache of knowing that he belonged to someone else. I couldn't help but wonder if he noticed my inner turmoil, if he sensed the love and pain that coexisted within me.
As we talked, time seemed to both fly and slow down. Taehyung's presence felt like a warm embrace, and I found myself treasuring every moment we spent together.But I couldn't escape the nagging sadness in my heart, knowing that he was simply being friendly, while my feelings were much deeper.
And then, unexpectedly, he drifted off to sleep, his head gently resting on my shoulder. My heart skipped a beat, and for a moment, I couldn't believe that this was happening. I felt giddy and nervous, my mind racing with thoughts and emotions.
While he peacefully slept, I tried to steady my breathing, cherishing the intimacy of the moment, even though it was innocent on his part. His presence was both a balm to my soul and a reminder of my unrequited love.
As we continued our journey to Busan, I couldn't help but wonder what this trip would bring for me. A part of me hoped for a chance to let Taehyung know how I feel, to finally open up about the love that has been consuming me. But the fear of rejection and the potential consequences held me back.
For now, I'll take each moment as it comes, cherishing the time we spend together while grappling with the ache in my heart. Busan, my beloved hometown, holds both happiness and heartbreak for me, and I must navigate this journey with caution and care.
With a heart filled with love and uncertainty,
Jungkook
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What do you think is going in Taehyung's mind?? He is confusing Jungkook!!!
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