Three Guys Like Me, One Is My Soul Mate. Decisions Decisions...

Part 32

The next few days at school was really awkward.

Tyler kept smiling at me, and Eli kept glaring at him.

I never told Eli. He just doesn't like Tyler looking at me.

The guilt is eating me alive. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't look at Eli for more than two seconds. I couldn't talk without the fear of mentioning the kiss.

"Jane, what's wrong?" Eli asked as we were walking home.

"Nothing." I murmered, shaking my head.

"It's practically been a week since you started acting like this. I'd have to be stupid not recognise you aren't acting the same."

"It's nothing."

"Bull shit."

"Eli...Please just leave it." I begged.

"I can't do that. Please, just tell me."

"IkissedTyler." I whispered, closing my eyes and hanging my head on shame.

"You what?" Eli asked.

"I kissed my best friend."

"You have to be kidding."

"No." I choked, tears coming to my eyes.

"You fucking kissed him?!" He yelled. "When?!"

"A week ago."

"When you guys hung out? You kissed a week ago, and you didn't want to tell me?!"

"Eli, I didn't want to hurt you!" I yelled at him.

"Didn't want to hurt me?! If you didn't want to hurt me, you should've told me the day it happened!"

I knew I was going to regret not telling him.

"I'm sorry." I sobbed.

"Me too. We're done, Jane. Done. Keep the ring." With that, I watched my now ex fiance' walk to away, and the tears poured down my face.

I think I just felt my heart break, and smash into little tiny pieces.

I knew I deserved this, but I felt terrible. Eli was nothing but truthful, and loyal to me, and I had to go and ruin it. I'm such a bad person.

I let out a shakey sigh, and started my walk home.

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I spent the night watching terrible romance movies, and eating the typicall break up food; mint chocolate chip ice cream, and a box of mint oreos.

The next morning was the same thing. I'm actually happy my mom went on a two week long buisness trip yesterday.

"Jane!" A voice yelled from the other side of the front door.

I groaned, but got up to answer the door.

"Cara?" I questioned.

"I can sense break up from a mile away. What happened?" She said, walking into my house, and taking a seat on the couch.

I was moving to shut my door, but a pair of green eyes two doors down caught my eye.

They were full of sadness and betrayal. I knew that. I mouthed 'I'm sorry.' while a stray tear fell down my cheek, and I shut the door.

I walked over to the couch and sat next to Cara.

She smiled sadly, then pulled my into a hug.

"What happened, Jane? Did he hurt you? Oh my god, if he did, he will get a beating."