I was cooking dinner until my phone rang from the living room. I happily skipped towards the coffee table and picked up the call. "Hello?" "Hey Y/n.. can you meet me at the park where we first met?" Changbin said through my phone. "Sure.. I'll meet you there" I said as I turned off the stove making sure that I don't burn down the house, I grabbed everything I needed and left.
"Hey Y/n.." Changbin patted a seat next to him on the bench. "Hey babe why did you call me out here today?" I sat next to him as I tried to place my hand on his shoulder but he jerked his body backed. "The reason why I wanted to talk to you is because that..." He trailed off making me eagerly want to know what it is.
"I'm breaking up with you" My heart shattered as I heard his last 5 words.. wait 6 whatever. "W-what?" Tears fell down my eyes as I tried collaborate what was happening. "I'm so sorry Y/n.. I really am" He said as he tried to reach for my hand but I moved it away. "Why? Can't you at least tell me why?" I desperately asked as my face looked like a dying clown because all of my makeup was smeared.
"Because.. my contract and being an idol" He started as I cut him off. "Contract ok being idol ok.. Those two these means so much more than your own girlfriend?" I stared into his dark eyes as he bit his tongue in frustration. "It's not like that Y/n.." He waved hands in defense making my anger rise up. "WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S NOT LIKE THAT? IT'S TOTALLY LIKE THAT!" I shouted at him as he covered his ears from the tone of my voice.
"I'm sorry ok I hope we can still be friends?" He last said as he got up from the seat and began walking away, pulling on his hoodie and his mask making me sigh. My tears soaked my ripped jeans as I looked up at the sky to stop my tears some rapidly falling. "HEY! Little lady.." A man came up to me and hovered over my small body.
"Ge-get off of me!" I yelled as he grabbed my arm and harshly pulling my body up from the bench. "How about we have some fun?" He smirked as I tried to get away from his harsh grip but he only put a cloth over my mouth. I tried not to inhale in but my mind started to feel blank and I fell into a black space.
~Two months later~
Changbin's P.O.V
Tears started to fall down my cheeks as I kneeled against Y/n's grave, yep it's her funeral today. Let me give a quick backstory about what happened to her. The night that I broke up with her.. She got kidnapped, raped, and killed that night. It took about 1 month trying to find her until the police found her body in a dark alleyway, we still haven't found the killer yet but the police said they are still working on it. "I'm so sorry Y/n.."
My tear dropped onto her shiny marble gravestone. "Come on Changbin.. You've been here for a while now.. Let's go" Woojin desperately trying to pry me away from her grave but I still sat there staring at her name. R.I.P Lee Y/n, 1999-2018 A women who has a caring personality and heart, we will miss you dearly. It read making me want to cry even more. "I-i'm so sorry for breaking up with you.. I love you very much." I wiped off my tears from my cheeks with the sleeves of my suit. "I'm so sorry"
I shed one final tear before getting up from the ground and wiping my suit off making sure that there's no dirt on it. "Ready?" Woojin asked making me nod my head. "Ok good.. We can visit her tomorrow" He said as he guided me to the car containing the other 7 members that left after the funeral. I got in the car and I looked back to her grave that had beautiful red and white roses next to it. And I whispered to myself.
I wished that I never let you go
