Ateez Little Space

67-SeongJoong : Can't anymore

Little : hongjoong
Caregiver : Seonghwa
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Hongjoong's POV :
Taking deep breaths was never a hard mission until now ! Listening to my members complaining about hundreds of things that need , no,  must ! Be fixed and having to take care of that is harder
'' and hyung , we need to tell them about the in ears , it's not comfortable at all especially when we dance so intensely '' yunho said and i rubbed my temples before gulping and nodding trying to keep my calm
'' i think it's enough kids '' seonghwa pointed out and i side eyed him since we fought two days ago and we still didn't discuss it yet .
It's basically my mistake , we agreed that we will meet to celebrate wooyoung's birthday but i totally forgot , i didn't even send him a '' happy birthday message '' , and when he called me to ask about how i was doing , i just yelled at him thinking that he will blame me for being absent or late,  and it was really rude of me , he hung up without telling me anything ... Till today .
'' let's get ready now '' he said walking to the changing room with san following behind him .
I sighed and bited my lower lip , i feel bad , i am stressed , pressured and above all that guilty , i hate fighting or arguing with my members because i don't control my language and anger, and even if it's not my fault in the beginning , it will become mine .
'' hyung '' yeosang called taking a seat next to me '' are you still not talking to each other ? '' he asked and i nodded , i can't even form words , afraid that i will cry
'' don't worry , hwa hyung won't be upset or mad for too long ''he said sending me a warm smile and i did my best to return it '' and you also need to start taking better care of yourself'' he finished getting to get changed after jongho came out .
I just sat there not knowing what to do , till we were called to start filming
'' okay guys , get ready please '' the photographer said sounding a bit off , i think it's a bad day for everyone
The first shooting was for mingi and i ended with few glares and sharp words from the photographer , things got worse when it was wooyoung's turn , during his shooting , he dropped the vase off the table he was leaning on and the staff lost his temper which made yeosang and san get on their protective modes
'' you don't yell at him for something he didn't mean to do '' yeosang said glaring at the man
'' he should've been more careful , do you know how long it took to prepare the setti- '' he started but san cut him off
'' i don't care , you don't have the right to treat him like that ''
A mad san isn't a fun san . I just starred at what's happening not moving a muscle even tho something in me screamed that i need to stop it and defend my member .
'' stop it now !! " Seonghwa's voice echoed in the now silent space
'' that's enough '' he said in lower voice mentionning for out three friends to move aside '' we will clean the mess and take care of that , go get fresh air and drop that attitude if you don't want to get in trouble '' he said starring directly in the man's eyes
'' let me do it '' one of our staffs took the cleaninc impliments from seonghwa and smiled at us and he thanked her before taking my hand and dragging me with him to one of the empty rooms
'' i am sorry '' i said once he locked the door , i kept my shut eyes on the floor not daring to face him , he must be mad , first because of what happened that day and secondly for my irresponsability . But instead , he walked to me and lifted my head with his hand gently
'' hey bub , it's fine '' he assured pulling me into his embrace and i immediately snuggled my head against his chest '' don't cry honey , don't ''
I didn't realize i was crying till he said it , i didn't even know that i am in my headspace
'' i-i need - '' i said but a sob interrupted me
'' shhhhhh joongie petal , it's okay i've got you , daddy's here '' he whispered picking me up and i lost control over my emotions , i cried and cried till i couldn't anymore
'' there you go baby , let it all out '' he said rubbing my back while walking around the room
Once i calmed down , he sat on a couch and made me straddle his thighs
'' daddy '' i called with a weak shaky voice and he smiled at me before kissing my palm gently
'' do you want to drink something baby ? Your voice is hoarse '' he asked patting my head and i nodded rubbing my already puffy red eyes , he got up again with me on his hip to look for a drink
'' there's only tea and coffee here '' he said with a pout but soon smiled when he found a bottle of honey '' i can make you a sweet tea '' he smiled and started warming the water before going back to our previous place 
'' did the mean man scare you ? '' he asked me and i frowned '' you were crying there baby boy '' he smiled sadly at me and i just looked down
'' my princess was so overwhelmed '' he said softly rubbing my side comfortingly before pulling me to lean on his chest
'' why didn't you come to daddy ? I would have helped you''
'' dada upset a' me '' i mumbled against his neck
'' yes i was baby , but it doesn't stop me from helping or comforting you '' he confirmed lifting my head a little be to press a gentle kiss against my lips making me blush and hide in his chest . Seonghwa was always like that , he cares about others and forgives with a accepting heart and smile, he was and still the only person i can lean on whenever i am hurt or tired .
'' i wub chu '' i said shortly making him smile before kissing my forehead
'' love you more angel ''
After fe minutes , the tea was ready and i drank it while my caregiver rubbed my back , arms and sides saying that i was so tense , his kisses and gentle touch made me relax .
'' we need to go back love , if you need me or anything, just look at me , i will be by your side , daddy promises '' he said taking my much smaller hand in his .
Once we opened the door , the members faces us , in there daily clothes
'' the photographer apologized , he has an emergency, we will do the shooting another day '' yunho informed and i smiled brightly
'' you know what does that mean baby ?'' seonghwa looked down at me with a smile on his face and i jumped in my spot
'' cuddwe an movie time !"
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It's one of my favorite seongjoong's oneshots
+  I have saved the proposed ships to the upcoming one-shots ! 😉🤗
Loe youuu💖💖💖