45-SeongJoong:Butterfly

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Little : Hongjoong
Caregiver :Seonghwa
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Hongjoong's POV :
Today is a happy day , i am able to be little all i want . We are having a break of a week and today is the first day , we agreed that we will all stay at the dorm together , we missed having our time just for us .
'' daddy '' i danced around the room excited to start the day already
'' hmmm ? " He sang folding the blanket
'' what we do today ?'' i asked
'' emmm , i don't know , maybe just chill around the house ? '' he said and i pouted which made him chuckle '' does my baby want to do something in particular ? '' he asked pressing kisses to both my cheeks and wrapped his arms around my waist before carrying me to the bathroom
'' yes !!" I clapped happily and he smiled
'' well , i will get your clothes and listen to all what you want while you take your morning shower sweetie '' he announced walking out of the room '' choose the toys you want to play with baby ''
'' otays '' i shouted opening my box and started humming '' purple rain '' while looking through all the dolls and toys .
By the time seonghwa hyung was back , i was in the warm bubbly water he have already prepared playing
'' good boy '' he said caressing my hair '' now tell daddy what you wants '' he said and i felt happy . I just love it when my caregiver babies me , and talks to me in the third person .
'' i want shopping '' i said and accidently splashed water on him '' oopsy '' i said wiping the water from his face and he kissed my palm
'' shopping it is '' he said and i giggled happily impatient to go . There's few things i really want to get .
After we had breakfast with the members and got ready , seonghwa held my hand and we got in the car that our manager drove
'' mowing '' i greeted him and he smiled greeting me back
'' is there anything you want honey ? '' daddy asked fixing my jacket and i nodded '' mind tell me what it is ? '' he said wrapping one arm around my shoulder and pulled me toward him , his warmth made me relax against him
'' nopi '' i giggled evilly and he pouted which made me give a quick kiss to his lips '' you see der ''
After an endless drive , we got out of the car and started walking till we arrived to a particular store that i like
'' hewe '' i jumped in my spot ready to run inside  and my hyung held my hand
'' remember buttercup we don't run and we don't go far from daddy '' he reminded and i nodded
'' that will look good on yeosang '' seonghwa said pointing at a grey hoodie and i nodded not really paying attention before walking to section i really wanted to
'' what is it baby ? '' the eldest chuckled '' you want this skirt for your doll ? ''he asked and my face dropped . I didn't want it for my doll , i wanted it for ... Me .
I imagined a negative scenario from him but i didn't know it would hurt this bad . I never told seonghwa that i wanted to wear skirts and look pretty like a little girl in my headspace , i was scared of his reaction , afraid that this will happen . He will think i am weird .
I didn't know that i was crying till i noticed seonghwa looking at me with worries eyes
'' joong , what's wrong baby ? Why are you crying ? Does anything hurt ? '' he asked holding my shoulders and i pointed at my heart and sniffled
'' oh dolly come here ...'' he said pulling me in his arms before pulling away '' wait ... Come with me '' he said and took me to one of the empty dressing rooms in the shop .
'' baby , look at daddy for a minute '' he instructed holding my chin between his fingers and i did
'' was ... Was the skirt for you darling ? '' he asked and when i nodded letting my sobs out , he smiled sadly and sat on the floor pulling me to sit on his lap
'' i am sorry baby '' he whispered rubbing my back in a comforting way '' i am sorry princess '' i froze in his arms and looked at him in the eyes '' yes you are my little precious princess'' he said cupping my face in his hands and wiping my tears
'' daddy no mind ? '' i asked and he shook his head
'' you can be whatever you want in and out of your little space hongjoongie , when big you are my little doesang that i need to protect and love no matter what and when you are little you are my small baby that i love more than anyone and anything , i will support you no matter what baby '' he finished and i buried my head in neck taking all the comfort
'' jus' when wittwe '' i mumbled and he nodded
'' i got it princess '' he kissed my shoulder and i blushed at the nickname
'' stand up baby '' he tapped my bum gently '' wait here for me okay ? '' he said and i nodded rubbing my eyes feeling a bit sleepy after all the crying .
Few minutes later he came back holding many skirts
'' dada .. dat too- ''
'' not it's not too much '' he finishes my sentence and hang all the clothes there
'' now baby '' he said '' you will try all of those ans show me of course '' he did that move of something being evident which made me giggle '' and we will get all the ones you like and maybe we will get few accessories later '' he winked and i gasped
'' yes pwease '' i said already excited and he smiled
'' go on then baby girl '' he said and my cheeks heated uo which made him chuckle before leaving me to change .
After maybe an hour and half , we finished buying all the clothes that i wanted and i have never felt that happy , and we got in the car after also getting special beautiful earrings and rings
'' baby'' he called and i hummed before giving him all my attention
'' look '' he held a beautiful necklace with a cute blue butterfly on it '' here's the deal , whenever you feel like you want to be my princess , you just have to put on this necklace and daddy will understand ,and he will make sure to treat you right and take good care of you , we don't want this little heart to get hurt again right ? '' he said smiling and i nodded '' turn around let me put it on you '' he demanded and i obeyed . Once it was around my neck , i looked at it with a smile on my face , i turned at seonghwa and hugged him tightly , he pulled me to sit on his lap and we stayed cuddled like that
'' wuv chu daddy '' i said and he kissed my forehead
'' i love you too little butterfly ''
I smiled at the nickname and fell asleep .

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Sorry for not posting yesterday , but i hesitated a bit before writing this one-shot , hope you like it ♥️

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