Ateez Little Space

12-Seongjoong: Daddy's sorry

Little : Hongjoong 

Caregiver : Seonghwa 

i really love this ship , sorry hihihi 

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Hongjoong's POV : 

i am sitting in this studio for days now , i haven't finish a single track and i must finish the whole album in less than a month so as to record it and practice the choreography with the members . 

i kept looking at the blue screen , trying to think hard for lyrics and melody , but nothing was working , i put my head in my hands and pulled harshly on it , i really felt so frustrated , i even wanted to cry . 

i don't remember having a good sleep neither a full meal in long days , i even forgot how does the outside look , and most importantly , i missed hyung aka my caregiver too and my doesangs, i even missed wooyoung's loud high scream in the morning . 

i took my phone from the other side of the desk , that's when i felt a ball tightening in my throat , i had more than 27 missed calls from seonghwa and more than fifty unread messages from the other members 

' what shall i do ? ' 

seonghwa hates it when i stay so long in the studio , and he always repeats that i should , no , i must pick up the phone . i sighed and was about to go to the computer again deciding to deal with that later , but i stopped and gulped when i heard a familiar voice from the other side of the door 

" no thank you Eden , i am just here to check on him , he didn't answer my messages nor calls " 

it's seonghwa , i heard the beep of the door then a blinding light was turned on in the studio , so i closed my eyes tightly 

" hey ! tur- " i couldn't even finish my words 

" stand up and come here " he ordered  strictly , seonghwa is one of the most kind and affectionate members in our team , he is always comforting and smiling no matter what , so whenever he gets like that , you must know that you  fucked up badly 

" hwa lis-" 

" shut up and obey " he said looking directly in my eyes 

i stood up feeling my eyes get teary , he closed the door and crossed his arms over his chest , i walked toward him looking down 

" look at me " he said and i did so , his eyes radiated anger and disappointment and that was enough to send me to my little space 

" how many time should i tell you not to ignore my words kim hongjoong ! " 

i tried to talk but he grabbed my jaw harshly and made me shut up 

" when will you learn ?! you got all of us worried in the dorm , do you know that ? " 

tears started running down my face but didn't seem to affect anything in him 

" it's not the first time you do this " he said harshly and i sobbed bringing my fists to my face 

" d-dadda  " i cried and i felt him let go of me 

i heard him walk in the studio before turning me around and putting my jacket on me and leading me out of the studio , we went to the dorm and once inside , i pulled my hand away and ran to yunho's room , when i opened the door , he looked at me 

" h-baby ! what's wrong ? " he threw his phone down on the bed and hugged me tightly , i cried till i felt myself running out of breath 

" joongie , baby , hey hey breath darling " he cupped my face in his big hands and caressed the mark i had of seonghwa's grip from earlier 

" i c-can't ... " i said and felt myself panicking when i couldn't take steady breaths and started coughing 

i felt myself being pulled away from yunho's arms and i was face to face with seonghwa , he put my forehead on his 

" baby boy , breath for daddy sweetheart " he said caressing my face 

" d-daaddy " i said and he pulled my head to his chest 

" yes baby , daddy , daddy has you now " he said patting my head 

i kept my head there ,listening to his heart beat and slowly calmed down 

" that's my brave boy " he whispered kissing the spot behind my ear 

i looked up at him and he smiled at me which made me cry again 

" no baby , shhh it's okay , i promise love " he said in a soothing voice 

" i-i sowwy dadda " i said clinging to his shirt and burying face in the crook of his neck taking in his comforting scent 

" no angel , you did nothing wrong , i should have listened to you instead of snapping like i did " he said securing me by wrapping his arms around my waist 

" forgive me baby ? " he said looking down at me and i nodded weakly which made him kiss the tip of my nose and my lips so gently 

" thank you sweetie " he said and lifted me up in his arms carrying me to our room not before thanking yunho and wishing his a good night 

we laid down in the bed , i was facing him , while he caressed my hair with a hand and the other held his head since he was leaning on his elbow 

" d-daddy " i called out for him and he hummed resting his hand in my neck and caressing its skin with his thumb 

" can i have milkies ? " i asked looking up at him " my thwoat huwt " i said playing with his shirt and pouting , he leaned down and kissed my lips before going out of the room 

i kept looking at the ceiling and hugged my daddy's pillow feeling sleepy , after few minutes i heard the door opening 

" sleepy baby joongie ? " he said climbing up in the bed and putting the nipple of the bottle in my mouth , i drank the warm milk feeling it soothe my dry throat , when i was full i looked at seonghwa and he put the bottle at the table and took me in his arms 

" baby " he whispered and i looked at him 

" daddy is really sorry for hurting you earlier " he said smiling sadly before leaning to kiss my cheek and jawline multiple time , it was so soft and gentle , i nuzzled to his side before closing my eyes 

" baby wuv chu "